Veer ji i did a search for you on the mentioned granth and here are a few links from past disscussions about it.
I have also added a download link of the pdf as well.
But one thing is to be careful with these sidh jaaps is that they can backfire go wrong if there is a naga like 40 days not completed or a day is missed inbetween.
I had disscussed this with a Gursikh who told me that even after these things backfire people have had to go through electric shock therpy and still they are not normal cos of the side effects of these sidh mantar jaaps.
If there are done it is best to them under someone who has experince or a Sant. Like learning a gatka you need a master otherwise it can cause damage.
This bani Chandi Chirtar is having a negative effect on you as for what you have mentioned. I can say this as the time is wrong first of all the one you choose to read it at.
Second i have a Gursikh friend who told me these banis should only be read before sunset like Chandi Di Vaar.
So thats why it looks like a serious blacklash what you have written
From 1 to 4 year i was trying to search a book about anhad nad, then i read a paragraph written by you but still i am aware about these this .
How to Hear it ?, Exercise, Shifting Awareness, Listening the Sound Current, Following the Sound Current in hindi.
Please suggest and guide about this how to fell the presence of God.