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  1. 19 hours ago, Simran123 said:

    Hello, a few years ago I did sukhmani sahib path but I left it in between. I think it was 11 or 12th ashtpadi. Not sure if I completed it or not. What can I do to resolve this problem?

    I am trying to reconnect with Sikhism and correct my wrong doings. So far I have completed 1 sehaj paath. 

    Waheguru ji ka khalsa waheguru ji ki fateh ji. What you can do is ardas for forgiveness if its causing you problems as you mentioned.

     

    But also since you have completed a full sehaj paath its amazing and mind blowing that you should be proud of yourself as that would be been a big jump for me.

     

    How else are you feeling ?

  2. On 4/27/2023 at 3:55 AM, vahegurujio said:

    I used to do this baani everyday around the afternoon just listening to it. I have a mad respect for mataji as she Darshan of Guru Hargobind Sahibji and her saki is amazing. 

     

    During listening to this baani, I felt a mad urge to cut off a goats head and drink the blood and eat the beating heart. 

     

    Since then I went to the mahaan at the gurdwara and they told me to take all dasam grants out my nitnem. This included CDV, shastaar naam mala and brahm kavich. The only baani from dasam granth involved in my nitnem now is just the 3 in panj baaniya. I listen to other baani too. Sukhmani sahib was one. I was also told to stop listening to salok mahalla nauva and for those bani that I was told to drop, I replaced with dukh panjani sahib and shabad hazare.

     

    Since doing this I feel a really nice peace but I miss dasam granth paatsha baani so much. I miss having the bir ras inside me. I too am also in 2 minds as do I go back to listening to my old nitnem? When I listen to the odd baani here and there I feel a sense of guilt like I'm going against the mahaan of the guru ghar but I don't think he understands my POV. 

     

    At heart I'm a nihang singh but I took amrit else where which don't belive in the way of dal. I feel unsure what to do at this point. If I carry on, am I living my life to please others? My only itcha is to have Darshan of maharaj and I feel that the maryada at budda dal will help get me there. I also find it so hard to keep weight off as a veggie. I struggle with my diet. Alot of things. 

     

    I don't mean to cause any offence to any samprota just expressing my views and feelings and any advice will be greatly appreciated.

     

    Bhul chuk maaf saadh sangatji

     

    How are you feeling now veer ji ? I have similar feelings as well especially if you read dass's post on dasam bani.

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