Vaheguroo jee ka Khalsa Vaheguroo jee ki Fateh.
I agree with HArpreet SIngh jee veer
and this statement Shasterkovich jee made -
Brother AS harpreet veer said - its happened to him, it happened to me , we all go through that phase of life.
I used to be lonely, I used ot have not real good friends -
yes My family doesn't support me all the way either!
Yes I'm the only Keshdhari SIkh in school.
I have been picked at.
and Yes once even considered Islam.
---------
As Harpreet SIngh jee said -
you shouldn't do everything so quickly - don't force it upon yourself - take it easy, holi holi.
From What I've comprehended, one of the main reasons you left SIkhism - WAS that SIkhs fail their own religion, and thats really true, who's to blame? the parents for not teaching . I think you take too much affect on what other Sikhs do.
Want GUidence?
contact either me or Harpreet SIngh jee - WE can sort soemthing out for u.
I have no gyan at all, however
me being almost in the smae situation as you -
with No Sikh friends - no1 to teach me or give me guide.
I had to rely on Kathas, and once in a while go to London and listen to SIkh wek talks
point being - You should take it all easy and take it slowly slowly - you can't force something on yourself quickly....
AS for COnverting to Islam - is that reallly what you WANT to do, or is it simply because you are feeling betrayed by Sikhs?
Why Isolating urself?
as HArpreet SIngh jee said
the GUru's didn't come to make our life miserable -
Enjoy urself to the fullest, why ahv eu isolated yourself from Freinds?
Do you seriously think the solution to tha would be converting to Islam?
Sikhi is practicle, and to quite an extend quite individual
its ur OWN spirituality
u do naam jup when u have time -
attend SAngat whenever u can
Yes a lot of BS has been put into Sikhs today - try to get as many on the path as possible - if they dont want to then let them be
in the end
They're gonna be facing DHarm raj and not you
Keep in touch
Gur Ang SAng
take care
GurFAteh