raman15091987

dear brother harsharan ji... all things u r saying are true but just want to know if every thing was written by god even before birth thn why do we work hard... just live at mercy of god... if he has written food in the life of individual thn he will get... second thing bro one can only understand these things if he is not hungry... world biggest reality is hunger... apart from this every body recites or meditate for personal reasons... some bdy for brahmgian , others for higher spiritual level, and low persons like me for getting lif on track. i just dont want anything .. just need my life on track before i loose my health or my parents.. my age is 26 and i have depression problem and cant sleep widout pills... same wid my mother... during extreme situations suicide seems to much easier than life.... no friend or relative is ready to stand wid me... bro in these conditions who will think of karmas... if we cant change them thn its better to die once rather thn daily.. sorry if said anything offensive .... wrote wat was in my mind....

sorry to hear about your problem veer g.. hope every thing is fin now.... am also in same boat as yours and still not been able to find solution.. day by day loosing every thing in front of my eyes...am not so knowledgeable as certain senior folks over here...nd dont know how and where to find solution....

sir what ever you are saying is absolutely correct.. but when we recieve failures from every side and every thing is vanishing day by day. and still not been able to find any solution.. then where should we find solution. being a gursikh person i am trying every thing what ever comes to my brain.. as somebdy told me to do sukhmani sahib daily and i did two sukhmani sahib daily apart from nitnem and chaupayi sahib about 10 times..i might be wrong .... i dont know and dont know what to do.. am asking how to find solutions in gurbani.... am i wrong..pls guide..

bro am not saying that am trying to follow manmat or any stuff like that... was just trying to find solution to my problem and that also on this forum where there are so many seniors folks available ... but if I said anything wrong ... am extremely sorry .... and thanx for spending time to reply here.. Thanx

than brother... for kind reply...don't know what to say ... just can do is request request and request... doing this from last so many years... I was here to find answers for find my solutions.. wandering for these ... but now m exhausted completely not didn't hope anything positive from life ... nitnem is my duty and doing that...

thanx mrsinghuk for reply.. but have not found any job yet.. tried some business and resulted in loss.. with mehr of god I do nitnem daily.. am not knowledgeable as you.. just tries what is listen from katha or different sources on internet.. my qualification is btech in electronics and telecommunication and also Microsoft technology specialist . then went NZ for higher studies specialising in networking and system analyst. every bdy over there was ready to give me job but as volunteer.. but need money to survive.. worked odd jobs some of them didn't pay me..when I tried jobs related to my field I was said you are over qualified. this went for 2 years then I came back india and tried jobs here and was told your nz qualification is not valid. was shocked to hear this. even tried govt exams but nothing was cleared.. its been 5-6 years of struggle and now its hard to fight.. at age of 28 got depression problem and you can understand other problems related to that.. met a brahmgiani near ludhiana and begged him but he simply replied path kro. nothing more than that. so now didn't find any solution just trying whats in my hand that is applying jobs and doing path.. one thing more recently happened I tried for call centre job and was rejected because employed told me you don't know English but when I appeared in ielts my score in speaking was 8.5 so I don't know how I don't know English/ with nitnem I also did sukhmani sahib and chaupai sahib when ever I get time and also chanting waheguru as done by akj because I listen them the most.. I don't know what to do next.. situation is like k now I don't want any thing from life just one job so that I can survive. I know its wrong but some time I like to do suicide when situation turns extreme..

waheguru g ka khalsa waheguru g ki fateh gg... I need advice as I am stuck in my life and not been able to find solution... With mehr of gurusahib am amrit dhari. am not been able to find job.. gave a lot of job exams but not been able to clear any. due to this am in huge stress since 3-4 years... then last month some body told me to recite more bani.. from last month I started doing sukhmani sahib daily. its been more than 40 days. along with nitnem.. now m afraid a lot don't know the reason behind it. on 18 am again waiting for my result of exam.. please guide me