Jump to content


  • Content Count

  • Joined

  • Last visited

  • Days Won


kidsama last won the day on October 1 2020

kidsama had the most liked content!

About kidsama

  • Rank
    Sayana Bacha||Sayani Bachi

Recent Profile Visitors

The recent visitors block is disabled and is not being shown to other users.

  1. Yesterday night, after doing Kirtan Sohila and first paure (ardass) of chandi di vaar (pritham bahguti simar ke..), I was feeling a little scared, because I didn't want to see one in real life. Only during the day I want to see them lol. Then I started doing Brahm Kavach with the intention of protecting myself and attacking them straight up. I did it 3x times. The first time I started feeling scared, I had my eyes closed, but I wanted to keep them open. I still kept them close for the most part, and I was also getting the bir ras feeling at the same time. Your tip of imagining your astral body
  2. Thank you for the advice. I tried to do that, to see God everywhere, but either I am too stupid for that or my spiritual level is too low or maybe its' just not for me. And honestly I had just been trying to help myself out of this problem, not trying to walk the path of love. I am speaking in past tense because this problem is no more. It's all clear now. Kshatriya is my dharama. Had I started practicing and living as Kshatriya from the last couple of months without learning and becoming a sikh first, I would have just become hankari and never took amrit. I wanted to take amrit in 2019 Dec wh
  3. No I didn't do anything. I had bad habits related to lust from young age, but now I don't even think a single bad a low level thought ever, but it seems my mind or these demons just attack at night, when my conscious mind is off. Srsly F them. It's really demotivating and hard to get up again and again, but I know I just need to keep moving forward. ਆਗਾਹਾ ਕੂ ਤ੍ਰਾਘਿ ਪਿਛਾ ਫੇਰਿ ਨ ਮੁਹਡੜਾ ॥ Look ahead; don't turn your face backwards. ਨਾਨਕ ਸਿਝਿ ਇਵੇਹਾ ਵਾਰ ਬਹੁੜਿ ਨ ਹੋਵੀ ਜਨਮੜਾ ॥੧॥ O Nanak, be successful this time, and you shall not be reincarnated again. ||1||
  4. Thank you all. I haven't seen one ever. I wish I saw it, so I know it's real, because sometimes I think it's just demons in my head. As for my problem, its related to involuntary movement at night. That's all I can say. It seems that I have to start living powerfully and apply the power of gurbani and be in chardikala, and not just be "ritualistic". Khalsa is both Khastriya and Sikh after all. As for simran, I do for around 5 mins, in half sleep lol right after I get up, before sunrise tho. Then I take bath and then I start my path.
  5. I think there are two of them. I have never seen them. It's funny that couple of months back when I was listening to songs and Sidhu moosewala lol, I didn't have this problem, but when I started again progressing in sikhi and doing path, I started having this problem. They come at night, around 2-3 hours after I go to sleep. A couple days ago my told me that she had a dream and she saw a witch in my room and she was standing in the back and I was sleeping. I was suffering and the witch was torturing me (mentally), and then my mom said that she was getting really mad at the witch but couldn't d
  6. I can't make degh at home. But I take kesi ishnaan everyday. I will start lighting dhoof in my room regularly, and learn Ugardanti bani. Since last evening I feel I shouldn't have any more trouble from them, but will add these just incase. Thanks.
  7. I have only recently started increasing my rehat and path, so I know it will take some time, but anything extra for right now will help.
  8. Which path is good for Demonic forces trying to bring you down? I already do nitnem, rakheya de shabad, brahm kavach, bhaugati astotar, suraj kavach, and sometimes chandi di vaar, and do jaap of gobinde mauke mantra. Is there anything besides these banis that is particularly good to destroy these dark entities?
  9. Does anyone know where I can find Suraj Kavach in this handwritten Sarbloh Granth; https://khalsaforce.in/handwritten-puratan-saroop-sarbloh-granth-pdf/#jp-carousel-26148 Also, are those two bisanpad sarang the only mention of Sun, or is there more in Sarbloh Granth.
  10. Can a letter have both a aunkar and a small letter underneath it? Like this Jaja has an wawa and an aunkar underneath it.
  11. Bibi ji. You are taking my message the wrong way, although I don't usually reply to get into arguments with someone who can't understand what I am trying to say, but your intentions seem to be good and for anyone else who maybe be reading and wondering about this topic I will explain simply. It's not about equality, or women are less than men etc. It's simply that the light of the Guru doesn't come forth when you have 4 singhs and one woman or whatever combination. Only when 5 amritdhari singhs of high rehat come together to administer the amirt does the light of the Guru come forth thro
  12. I have heard that if you recite Chandi di vaar after sunset, you must continue until midnight. In the day time you can do it as you like.
  13. First of all, obviously I am not high spiritual level, but I have come a long way in the last couple years, and especially the past couple weeks I have been progressing like a rocket. There have been many mistakes I made, and much I have learned. I want to share this with you all, and I hope this will be helpful. ----------- Start making values and rules and don't go back on them. Some easy but very helpful ones are to; not watch tv, movies, shows or listen to songs. Instead listen to katha and kirtan. In my free time, I don't ever watch this, if nothing to do, just sit outside alone
  14. lol this is Exactly what I meant on that previous post, that your type of thought usually leads to delusion or weakness. Yes, men and women are equal spiritually, but we have different roles. Not very hard to understand.
  15. He talks about Mohammaded prophet in this katha. You can find it in there if you really want to.
  • Create New...