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  1. by the way, if any of you use reddit, theres a new sikhi subreddit called, "khalassikhi" . I recently joined a couple of days ago. The main sikhi reddit page keeps banning people if they speak out of the narrative, i got banned about a year back. Theres another sikhi subreddit called sanatnati sikhi, but that's that hindu boys pushing propaganda. Do check it out, "khalassikhi". I am active there.
  2. It was a subconscious thing after all. Wasn't any spirits or ghosts troubling me. So in this case doing path blindly didn't do anything. I just had to get stronger mentally, activate the bir ras, and take control and, and kill the enemy so to speak. Before I was acting from a fearful place, trying to avoid it by praying, etc and that just had the opposite effect. Also doing chachri chand tav parsad, "gobinde mukande ... " couple times before bed and upon waking helped clear out my subconscious mind. Also connecting with myself helped as well. All good now, took a while tho.
  3. This move is a well thought out plan to try to weaken sikhi. This is to make the Gurus like normal humans. Even sikhs are falling prey to it. When I read articles they make gurus seem like noble human beings who sought equality, social justice and struggled to fight oppression. This is really such a joke. Guru is the actual embodiment of the one source. The whole purpose of this is to keep your consciousness low, to the material world, and keep you away from Gurbani. Cuz gurbani is magic. Gurbani instantly raises your consciousness to countless realms and worlds, much above the material world, while keeping you grounded. Gurbani is perfect, and they are trying to keep you away from it. This propaganda that is being played out is a purely atheist one, the goal is to completely cut out spirituality. The goal is for you to not believe in anything supernatural. Its sad to see sikhs falling prey to it. They say, Baba Deep Singh's head wasn't fully cut off. These ****** even say that Guru Gobind Singh ji didn't cut human heads, but lied, made a show, and cut goats. But if you know gurbani then you know; "ਸਤਿਗੁਰੁ ਮੇਰਾ ਸਰਬ ਪ੍ਰਤਿਪਾਲੈ ॥ ਸਤਿਗੁਰੁ ਮੇਰਾ ਮਾਰਿ ਜੀਵਾਲੈ ॥ My True Guru is the Sustainer and Cherisher of all. My True Guru kills and revives." "ਜਉ ਤਉ ਪ੍ਰੇਮ ਖੇਲਣ ਕਾ ਚਾਉ ॥ ਸਿਰੁ ਧਰਿ ਤਲੀ ਗਲੀ ਮੇਰੀ ਆਉ ॥ ਇਤੁ ਮਾਰਗਿ ਪੈਰੁ ਧਰੀਜੈ ॥ ਸਿਰੁ ਦੀਜੈ ਕਾਣਿ ਨ ਕੀਜੈ ॥੨੦॥ If you desire to play this game of love with Me, then step onto My Path with your head in hand. When you place your feet on this Path, give Me your head, and do not pay any attention to public opinion. ||20|| " (do not hesitate) Gurbani talks extensively about ridhi sidhi, supernatural powers, and much more. Life itself is magic; we are literally on round spinning planet that is floating in space. Also the Gurus performed miracles upon miracles, whenever they deemed fit or to make a point. It really isn't that big of a deal, but as sikhs we love the hukam, the will of the one. Its all just a game and we get everything by abiding in it.
  4. Yesterday night, after doing Kirtan Sohila and first paure (ardass) of chandi di vaar (pritham bahguti simar ke..), I was feeling a little scared, because I didn't want to see one in real life. Only during the day I want to see them lol. Then I started doing Brahm Kavach with the intention of protecting myself and attacking them straight up. I did it 3x times. The first time I started feeling scared, I had my eyes closed, but I wanted to keep them open. I still kept them close for the most part, and I was also getting the bir ras feeling at the same time. Your tip of imagining your astral body as a bright lion really helped. Then I recited this shabad; a couple of times. ਸੰਖ ਚਕ੍ਰ ਮਾਲਾ ਤਿਲਕੁ ਬਿਰਾਜਿਤ ਦੇਖਿ ਪ੍ਰਤਾਪੁ ਜਮੁ ਡਰਿਓ ॥ ਨਿਰਭਉ ਭਏ ਰਾਮ ਬਲ ਗਰਜਿਤ ਜਨਮ ਮਰਨ ਸੰਤਾਪ ਹਿਰਿਓ ॥੨॥ I was feeling good then, like I won and I powered through the fear. I then did 2 mins or so of waheguru simran, to thank him. At this point I was feeling no fear, even when I was trying to imagine them, no fear at all. And for a little bit I was feeling like you do, seeing god in everyone, and just feeling the love and no fear.
  5. Thank you for the advice. I tried to do that, to see God everywhere, but either I am too stupid for that or my spiritual level is too low or maybe its' just not for me. And honestly I had just been trying to help myself out of this problem, not trying to walk the path of love. I am speaking in past tense because this problem is no more. It's all clear now. Kshatriya is my dharama. Had I started practicing and living as Kshatriya from the last couple of months without learning and becoming a sikh first, I would have just become hankari and never took amrit. I wanted to take amrit in 2019 Dec when I first got into Sikhi on my own, but then lost interest in mid 2020. Now I have been put back on the path of becoming a Khalsa, and I am both a Sikh and a Kshatriya. It's all play of destiny. Waheguru Ji ka Khalsa. Waheguru ji ki Fateh.
  6. No I didn't do anything. I had bad habits related to lust from young age, but now I don't even think a single bad a low level thought ever, but it seems my mind or these demons just attack at night, when my conscious mind is off. Srsly F them. It's really demotivating and hard to get up again and again, but I know I just need to keep moving forward. ਆਗਾਹਾ ਕੂ ਤ੍ਰਾਘਿ ਪਿਛਾ ਫੇਰਿ ਨ ਮੁਹਡੜਾ ॥ Look ahead; don't turn your face backwards. ਨਾਨਕ ਸਿਝਿ ਇਵੇਹਾ ਵਾਰ ਬਹੁੜਿ ਨ ਹੋਵੀ ਜਨਮੜਾ ॥੧॥ O Nanak, be successful this time, and you shall not be reincarnated again. ||1||
  7. Thank you all. I haven't seen one ever. I wish I saw it, so I know it's real, because sometimes I think it's just demons in my head. As for my problem, its related to involuntary movement at night. That's all I can say. It seems that I have to start living powerfully and apply the power of gurbani and be in chardikala, and not just be "ritualistic". Khalsa is both Khastriya and Sikh after all. As for simran, I do for around 5 mins, in half sleep lol right after I get up, before sunrise tho. Then I take bath and then I start my path.
  8. I think there are two of them. I have never seen them. It's funny that couple of months back when I was listening to songs and Sidhu moosewala lol, I didn't have this problem, but when I started again progressing in sikhi and doing path, I started having this problem. They come at night, around 2-3 hours after I go to sleep. A couple days ago my told me that she had a dream and she saw a witch in my room and she was standing in the back and I was sleeping. I was suffering and the witch was torturing me (mentally), and then my mom said that she was getting really mad at the witch but couldn't do anything. I didn't ask my mom to tell me more or tell her anything, I don't want to scare her, as it's a temporary problem. They didn't come everyday tho, maybe once a week or so, recently it was 2x a week. These are souls that are attached to me for many years because of me doing dumb stuff, and I had become a source of energy for them. Now I am rising, I guess they are trying to hardest to keep me down and not loose me. They feed of off spiritual energy, they are hungry souls. I would like to say tho, don't loose faith in gurbani, it's only at the start its hard, and you will have doubts regarding power of gurbani and other fearful thoughts. This is all their work. It helps if you have good memory, because there are moments in the day when the higher reality becomes clear for a while, or when doing path, or when listening to katha, but then again the world pulls you down to it's level. Hold on to that reality, know what true, and move forward.
  9. I can't make degh at home. But I take kesi ishnaan everyday. I will start lighting dhoof in my room regularly, and learn Ugardanti bani. Since last evening I feel I shouldn't have any more trouble from them, but will add these just incase. Thanks.
  10. I have only recently started increasing my rehat and path, so I know it will take some time, but anything extra for right now will help.
  11. Which path is good for Demonic forces trying to bring you down? I already do nitnem, rakheya de shabad, brahm kavach, bhaugati astotar, suraj kavach, and sometimes chandi di vaar, and do jaap of gobinde mauke mantra. Is there anything besides these banis that is particularly good to destroy these dark entities?
  12. Does anyone know where I can find Suraj Kavach in this handwritten Sarbloh Granth; https://khalsaforce.in/handwritten-puratan-saroop-sarbloh-granth-pdf/#jp-carousel-26148 Also, are those two bisanpad sarang the only mention of Sun, or is there more in Sarbloh Granth.
  13. Can a letter have both a aunkar and a small letter underneath it? Like this Jaja has an wawa and an aunkar underneath it.
  14. Bibi ji. You are taking my message the wrong way, although I don't usually reply to get into arguments with someone who can't understand what I am trying to say, but your intentions seem to be good and for anyone else who maybe be reading and wondering about this topic I will explain simply. It's not about equality, or women are less than men etc. It's simply that the light of the Guru doesn't come forth when you have 4 singhs and one woman or whatever combination. Only when 5 amritdhari singhs of high rehat come together to administer the amirt does the light of the Guru come forth through them. Now as for your personal question; I am not taking another janam.
  15. I have heard that if you recite Chandi di vaar after sunset, you must continue until midnight. In the day time you can do it as you like.
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