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Yesterday night, after doing Kirtan Sohila and first paure (ardass) of chandi di vaar (pritham bahguti simar ke..), I was feeling a little scared, because I didn't want to see one in real life. Only during the day I want to see them lol. Then I started doing Brahm Kavach with the intention of protecting myself and attacking them straight up. I did it 3x times. The first time I started feeling scared, I had my eyes closed, but I wanted to keep them open. I still kept them close for the most part, and I was also getting the bir ras feeling at the same time. Your tip of imagining your astral body as a bright lion really helped. Then I recited this shabad; a couple of times. 
ਸੰਖ ਚਕ੍ਰ ਮਾਲਾ ਤਿਲਕੁ ਬਿਰਾਜਿਤ ਦੇਖਿ ਪ੍ਰਤਾਪੁ ਜਮੁ ਡਰਿਓ ॥
ਨਿਰਭਉ ਭਏ ਰਾਮ ਬਲ ਗਰਜਿਤ ਜਨਮ ਮਰਨ ਸੰਤਾਪ ਹਿਰਿਓ ॥੨॥
I was feeling good then, like I won and  I powered through the fear. I then did 2 mins or so of waheguru simran, to thank him. At this point I was feeling no fear, even when I was trying to imagine them, no fear at all. And for a little bit I was feeling like you do, seeing god in everyone, and just feeling the love and no fear. 

I think there are two of them. I have never seen them. It's funny that couple of months back when I was listening to songs and Sidhu moosewala lol, I didn't have this problem, but when I started again progressing in sikhi and doing path, I started having this problem. They come at night, around 2-3 hours after I go to sleep. A couple days ago my told me that she had a dream and she saw a witch in my room and she was standing in the back and I was sleeping. I was suffering and the witch was torturing me (mentally), and then my mom said that she was getting really mad at the witch but couldn't do anything. I didn't ask my mom to tell me more or tell her anything, I don't want to scare her, as it's a temporary problem. They didn't come everyday tho, maybe once a week or so, recently it was 2x a week. 
These are souls that are attached to me for many years because of me doing dumb stuff, and I had become a source of energy for them. Now I am rising, I guess they are trying to hardest to keep me down and not loose me. They feed of off spiritual energy, they are hungry souls.  I would like to say tho, don't loose faith in gurbani, it's only at the start its hard, and you will have doubts regarding power of gurbani and other fearful thoughts. This is all their work. It helps if you have good memory, because there are moments in the day when the higher reality becomes clear for a while, or when doing path, or when listening to katha, but then again the world pulls you down to it's level. Hold on to that reality, know what true, and move forward.

In my opinion. For a complete new foreign learner (who is primarily learning for Sikhi), they should not start by learning the Punjabi language and grammar itself, but jump right into Gurbani.
They should first learn to read and write the Gurmukhi letter, and the primary sounds, which is easy. Then they can just start listening to shabads they like or gurbani online, and read alongside. After they improve and they will fast, they can start speaking alongside as well. After they can read, listen, and speak relatively well, learning what the words means is easy and the knowledge of grammar comes on its own primarily. This is a very intuitive method. All you need is consistency. 
Compare this to learning Punjabi and the grammar and the language first is quite hard, and personally I wouldn't recommend it. 

Before you do anything else, I would suggest you do a ardass on your own, from you heart. Wake up early before sunrise, take a full shower, and do path if you want. Then do the ardass/confession and ask for forgiveness from Guru. You can do it at home.
I had something similar last year, where I was feeling really guilty and wanted to take amrit again. I asked people around, nothing really helped, but then I just did ardass at home from my heart, let it all out, and that immediately changed everything. 

Before you do anything else, I would suggest you do a ardass on your own, from you heart. Wake up early before sunrise, take a full shower, and do path if you want. Then do the ardass/confession and ask for forgiveness from Guru. You can do it at home.
I had something similar last year, where I was feeling really guilty and wanted to take amrit again. I asked people around, nothing really helped, but then I just did ardass at home from my heart, let it all out, and that immediately changed everything. 

Ethe Rakh🚩 100% 🔥

It only worth donating to someone/something that's  one time thing or helping someone that has potential. Everything else is wasted. 
Like donating to Bill Gates so he can feed the hungry people in Africa, that's a waste. they eat today they will be hungry tomorrow. 
Helping poor family fix a house, getting rid of someone's debt, etc, these are all useful and approved by the Lord. 
Liberty in North Korea and ECO Sikh are example of good organization to donate to. 

It's worrisome that so many Sikhs either don't think about hell or don't believe in hell. When the mention of hell comes in Gurbani, they may think it's figurative, and there is no actual physical place called Hell. But as many of you know, hell is real. It doesn't matter what you think or whether we believe in it or not, reality is one, and it doesn't change to your thought.
In Asa di Vaar, and Shalok Sheikh Freed Ke, and throughout gurbani, hell is made quite apparent. They say, you can hear people screaming in hell.
If you google whether sikhi believes in heaven or hell, this is what comes up, "Sikhs do not believe in heaven or hell. Heaven can be experienced by being in tune with God while still alive. Conversely, the suffering and pain caused by ego is seen as hell on earth."
And there are many articles that spread this type of thought, saying hell is just a "state of mind."
I would like to hear your guys thoughts. In my opinion, this (hell is just a mind state) is a very dangerous belief to have, and it's very worrisome. 

I am not talking about staying hungry, It's talking about ending hunger. 

SIddhis are natural and come naturally. There's nothing to perform. 

This topic can only be appreciated/understood by those who are above maya at one level or another.
If you read gurbani you have undoubtedly come across the topic of eating, sustenance, and hunger many times. Gurbani repeatedly speaks of a state where there's no need to eat nor sleep. (Some sikhs might have already reached this level; to receive nourishment from cosmic energy or God or Har ji, itself. However they might be holding onto fear based beliefs instead of letting go in this regard, and still be eating physical food). Guru Ji teaches us that Siddhis come naturally when we are on this path, and in the ancient texts this is one of the common siddhis (no food, no sleep).
You will also come across many shabads talking about naam ending all hunger, and how us mortals keep eating and the hunger never ends, only grows. The food we eat turns to dust, but we are still attached to eating. There's one shabad that says, how we waste our day time eating, night sleeping, and we waste this precious life/chance (meant for spiritual evolution). I seriously doubt that any real sikh would want to come back as a human again. We want mukti or to ascend. "Udh na jayi sidh na hoye" - Asa di vaar. So we should make spiritual progression the number 1 goal in our life, Everything else, family, job, money, is a distraction. Again for this you have to be above maya, and gurabni does that quite easily. 
Anyways, the goal of this post is to raise awareness around this topic. We have been clearly told by Guru ji to have power/authority in both physical/political realm and the spiritual. We are lacking in both. Spiritual (piri) is valued more. If you wish to help the world, help the panth, the only way is help yourself and progress spiritually. 

Ethe Rakh🚩 100% 🔥

It only worth donating to someone/something that's  one time thing or helping someone that has potential. Everything else is wasted. 
Like donating to Bill Gates so he can feed the hungry people in Africa, that's a waste. they eat today they will be hungry tomorrow. 
Helping poor family fix a house, getting rid of someone's debt, etc, these are all useful and approved by the Lord. 
Liberty in North Korea and ECO Sikh are example of good organization to donate to. 

Good question. We are all prisoners. We did not chose to take birth and play out this game. Even if you are born into heaven, you are still chained. Goal is liberation to become free, to ascend. To do that we raise your vibration and light-en up mentally/physically. Anyways your question is what happens after, if there's no birth and death. You become a free soul, you can go anywhere, your natural state is 1 billion times more joyous than, lets say, king of the whole world in perfect health.
Don' you read gurbani? There are countless indescribable worlds, there's no end. Also your desires are fulfilled, and at the same time you are desire less. Just peace. Maybe then you "merge" with God consciousness. Its simply complete freedom. 

All incarnations of Vishnu Jee or any other trinities or gods even .... are not the saviours of any souls, they have a particular role to play assigned to them, as for example, the incarnations of Vishnu come for the sole purpose of restablishing righteousnes, or say Dharam, and that´s it.
Whosoever adores or venerates them, will only reach Swarg or Baikunth at most.
For the salvation of the souls, if there is any entity to make it possible, it is as seen in Gurbani, is the GURU.
That is why Guru Jee tells us: mat koee bharam bhoolay sansar, Bin SATGURU koee na utras paar.
The main difference between Gurmat and any other paths, is that, while others depend on their different divinites manifested at different times during any of the 4 Yugas, in Gurmat, we only depend on the aid and guidance Guru Jee, be it in any Yuga.
Some may not agree, but that is only relative, for as sikhs of the Truth, we have to only understand and follow what Guru Jee or the highest Bhagat Jan tell us in Gurbani.
All incarnations or physical manifestations of any divinity come to our level. either to confuse us with their powers, or as Guru Sahiban and Gurmukh Jan come, to remind and reveal us the Truth of the true Aad Guru, Jugad Guru, Sree Guru Dev, which is also known as Satnam, Sachee Bani, Anhad Shabad, Amrit Bani or even more clearly "Shabad Guru", who is the True everlasting and eternal Guru, which Waheguru Akal Purukh has kept within each one of us in equal manner, irrespective of our color, caste creed or nationality.
As said, Guru Sahiban direct our attention to this Shabad Guru, who was with us before we were even born, and will be with us when we leave this world or any other mayavee plane with all the physical forms behind.
Now, how to manifest this Shabad Guru within us?
Third Patshahee Sree Guru Amar Das Maharaj tells us : Nam jiskay man vaseeya, vajeh Shabad ganere.
He says. when we meditate on that Nam/Satnam, it will manifest its divine melodies within us, an by holding on to them we shall cross each spiritual plane to finally reach and merge in the only existing supreme Truth of Satnam.
At other place Guru Jee clearly tells us: Jap man SATNAM, sadaah SATNAM.
The thing is, we keep on looking here and there too much and get impressed by these outer and petty things in comparion to Guru Jee, and we read the Bani like parrots without seeing what it is telling us to do, thus we we are strongly entangled by our "manmat".
Salvation is only possible by understanding and putting into practice what Sachee Bani tells us to practice as per means of devotion. not otherwise.
Anyhow, I will never blame anyone for their shortcoming, for as said in the Bani, only those wadbhagee jeevas, who are pulled by Him, are the fewer ones who will follow the teachings in Gurbani, the rest of the poor jeevaas, what can they do? 
If He the creator, does not pull their strings, for somehow or other He wants Hs creation to keep running, otherwise if it was that simple to return to Him by our will and efforts, the creation will gradually come to an end, that is why so many Avtars come, so many gods, or godesses, different religions exist, and so on layers of confusing braham..... 
But in spite of all this paraphernalia, Waheguru has given us His Gurbani, so that we  can attach our surtee to it, to cleanse ourselves throughly  and be receptive to His apaar kirpa, in order to get attracted to Him and finally merge in Him.
If any glory, that is only of Guru Jee and Waheguru Akal Purukh.
 

Giani Thakur Singh is the best katha vachak I have heard so far in the panth.

ahh cmon, leave Moosewala out of it. He's more cultured than a whole lot of you combined. 

I think you're the pedo (as well as a gandu), that's why you get upset whenever anyone posts information exposing them. Probably why you're so angry all the time too. lol
Have you stopped abusing your family yet? 
Besides, when the lockdown is over, Canada is the last place I want to go, instead I'm going to book a ticket straight to Malaysia, and give your mom (the poor women.....) some good loving, smack your bapu in the face for ruining her life and lumbering her with an angry, smelly peasant like you. The poor women in your house need rescuing from you and your angry erratic outbursts. 
 

by the way, if any of you use reddit, theres a new sikhi subreddit called, "khalassikhi" . I recently joined a couple of days ago. The main sikhi reddit page keeps banning people if they speak out of the narrative, i got banned about a year back. Theres another sikhi subreddit called sanatnati sikhi, but that's that hindu boys pushing propaganda. Do check it out, "khalassikhi". I am active there. 

First of all, obviously I am not high spiritual level, but I have come a long way in the last couple years, and especially the past couple weeks I have been progressing like a rocket. There have been many mistakes I made, and much I have learned. I want to share this with you all, and I hope this will be helpful. 

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Start making values and rules and don't go back on them. Some easy but very helpful ones are to; not watch tv, movies, shows or listen to songs. Instead listen to katha and kirtan. In my free time, I don't ever watch this, if nothing to do, just sit outside alone, its 100% better, and when you give up these you will move very fast.  Second is to stop speaking harshly at all. Get control over your tongue. When doing Dasam bani, like Bhagouti astotar, etc, it fills you with bir ras, but Guru sahib ji hates it when you use that to speak badly and let it out at someone. Always speak firmly but with respect. I made this mistake, and I had to do shabad hazare (just the first mehl) 3x and do ardass and promise to never misuse my tongue ever again.  Next is don't speak extra or uselessly. Only speak as needed. Why discuss useless topics?  The biggest quality is to accept the truth even if you can't live up to it. Most people when they hear what they should be like or what they should do, they just reject it, to not make themselves feel bad. Even if you can't do it, accept that I am lacking in this. Just this acceptance alone will bring great kirpa, and keep you in the right direction.  Take Amrit. This one is obvious. Wear 5 kakkar, keep rehat, and do nitnem, and Guru sahib will take you under his wing and lead you to Sachkhand. Very good deal, lol.  When you move up fast, people or dark entities somehow something will always try to keep you down. Be aware of that. Bir Ras banis are very helpful in this case.  Always admit mistake when you make it. Don't let hankar (ego) get in the way of apologizing.  This is a big one for me that I leanred recently and it's chaning my whole reality. That is to not waver ever (dolna). Remain firm and steady. Your hand might shake and your leg might shake but the mind should stay strong and unmovable. "Asthar raho dolho matt kabhu gur ke bachan adhar, jai jai kar sagal bhu mandal mukh ujal darbar." NEVER give up your faith in your Guru for even a second. I used to do this all the time this year. For the past couple of weeks, I have been getting tested, and I have remained adhol.  Last thing is to "save your progress". We often don't realize how far we have come, and can get demotivated or side tracked. A handwritten journal is helpful. 

lol this is Exactly what I meant on that previous post, that your type of thought usually leads to delusion or weakness. Yes, men and women are equal spiritually, but we have different roles. Not very hard to understand. 

by the way, if any of you use reddit, theres a new sikhi subreddit called, "khalassikhi" . I recently joined a couple of days ago. The main sikhi reddit page keeps banning people if they speak out of the narrative, i got banned about a year back. Theres another sikhi subreddit called sanatnati sikhi, but that's that hindu boys pushing propaganda. Do check it out, "khalassikhi". I am active there. 

This move is a well thought out plan to try to weaken sikhi. This is to make the Gurus like normal humans. Even sikhs are falling prey to it. When I read articles they make gurus seem like noble human beings who sought equality, social justice and struggled to fight oppression. This is really such a joke. Guru is the actual embodiment of the one source.

The whole purpose of this is to keep your consciousness low, to the material world, and keep you away from Gurbani. Cuz gurbani is magic. Gurbani instantly raises your consciousness to countless realms and worlds, much above the material world, while keeping you grounded. Gurbani is perfect, and they are trying to keep you away from it.

This propaganda that is being played out is a purely atheist one, the goal is to completely cut out spirituality. The goal is for you to not believe in anything supernatural. Its sad to see sikhs falling prey to it. They say, Baba Deep Singh's head wasn't fully cut off. These ****** even say that Guru Gobind Singh ji didn't cut human heads, but lied, made a show, and cut goats. But if you know gurbani then you know;

"ਸਤਿਗੁਰੁ ਮੇਰਾ ਸਰਬ ਪ੍ਰਤਿਪਾਲੈ ॥ ਸਤਿਗੁਰੁ ਮੇਰਾ ਮਾਰਿ ਜੀਵਾਲੈ ॥
My True Guru is the Sustainer and Cherisher of all. My True Guru kills and revives."

"ਜਉ ਤਉ ਪ੍ਰੇਮ ਖੇਲਣ ਕਾ ਚਾਉ ॥ ਸਿਰੁ ਧਰਿ ਤਲੀ ਗਲੀ ਮੇਰੀ ਆਉ ॥
ਇਤੁ ਮਾਰਗਿ ਪੈਰੁ ਧਰੀਜੈ ॥ ਸਿਰੁ ਦੀਜੈ ਕਾਣਿ ਨ ਕੀਜੈ ॥੨੦॥
If you desire to play this game of love with Me, then step onto My Path with your head in hand. When you place your feet on this Path, give Me your head, and do not pay any attention to public opinion. ||20|| " (do not hesitate)

Gurbani talks extensively about ridhi sidhi, supernatural powers, and much more. Life itself is magic; we are literally on round spinning planet that is floating in space. Also the Gurus performed miracles upon miracles, whenever they deemed fit or to make a point. It really isn't that big of a deal, but as sikhs we love the hukam, the will of the one. Its all just a game and we get everything by abiding in it. 

by the way, if any of you use reddit, theres a new sikhi subreddit called, "khalassikhi" . I recently joined a couple of days ago. The main sikhi reddit page keeps banning people if they speak out of the narrative, i got banned about a year back. Theres another sikhi subreddit called sanatnati sikhi, but that's that hindu boys pushing propaganda. Do check it out, "khalassikhi". I am active there. 

This move is a well thought out plan to try to weaken sikhi. This is to make the Gurus like normal humans. Even sikhs are falling prey to it. When I read articles they make gurus seem like noble human beings who sought equality, social justice and struggled to fight oppression. This is really such a joke. Guru is the actual embodiment of the one source.

The whole purpose of this is to keep your consciousness low, to the material world, and keep you away from Gurbani. Cuz gurbani is magic. Gurbani instantly raises your consciousness to countless realms and worlds, much above the material world, while keeping you grounded. Gurbani is perfect, and they are trying to keep you away from it.

This propaganda that is being played out is a purely atheist one, the goal is to completely cut out spirituality. The goal is for you to not believe in anything supernatural. Its sad to see sikhs falling prey to it. They say, Baba Deep Singh's head wasn't fully cut off. These ****** even say that Guru Gobind Singh ji didn't cut human heads, but lied, made a show, and cut goats. But if you know gurbani then you know;

"ਸਤਿਗੁਰੁ ਮੇਰਾ ਸਰਬ ਪ੍ਰਤਿਪਾਲੈ ॥ ਸਤਿਗੁਰੁ ਮੇਰਾ ਮਾਰਿ ਜੀਵਾਲੈ ॥
My True Guru is the Sustainer and Cherisher of all. My True Guru kills and revives."

"ਜਉ ਤਉ ਪ੍ਰੇਮ ਖੇਲਣ ਕਾ ਚਾਉ ॥ ਸਿਰੁ ਧਰਿ ਤਲੀ ਗਲੀ ਮੇਰੀ ਆਉ ॥
ਇਤੁ ਮਾਰਗਿ ਪੈਰੁ ਧਰੀਜੈ ॥ ਸਿਰੁ ਦੀਜੈ ਕਾਣਿ ਨ ਕੀਜੈ ॥੨੦॥
If you desire to play this game of love with Me, then step onto My Path with your head in hand. When you place your feet on this Path, give Me your head, and do not pay any attention to public opinion. ||20|| " (do not hesitate)

Gurbani talks extensively about ridhi sidhi, supernatural powers, and much more. Life itself is magic; we are literally on round spinning planet that is floating in space. Also the Gurus performed miracles upon miracles, whenever they deemed fit or to make a point. It really isn't that big of a deal, but as sikhs we love the hukam, the will of the one. Its all just a game and we get everything by abiding in it.