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Hey guys, Im a amrit shak sikh but its not working for me. I have been amrit shak for about 3 and half years now. I feel like I got amrit shak becasue I wanted to feel a sense of belonging somewhere because my friends all smoke, drink, etc but now I feel like I made a mistake by getting amrit shak. I for one barley do any prayers, I dont enjoy going to the gurudawra, I just like i am not a sikh anymore. My whole family is super religious and all of them are amrit shak but I dont know what to do. I am stuck, I feel like i cant move on with life because of this issue. I will never eat meat in my life, but I want to try things, and change myself. What can I do get un amrit shak. I need help not judgement. And is it possible to be a sikh and another religion?

Hey guys, Im a amrit shak sikh but its not working for me. I have been amrit shak for about 3 and half years now. I feel like I got amrit shak becasue I wanted to feel a sense of belonging somewhere because my friends all smoke, drink, etc but now I feel like I made a mistake by getting amrit shak. My whole family is super religious and all of them are amrit shak but I dont kmnow what to do. I am stuck, I feel like i cant move on with life because of this issue. I will never eat meat in my life, but I want to try things, and change myself. What can I do get un amrit shak. I need help not judgement.