lost_sikhgirl

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh! Firstly, thank you for taking the time to reply. I appreciate everyone's advice. The articles written by T. Singh are amazing! Think i'l spend my sunday reading them with my handy cup of chai! Maybe its time to leave the ways that i got caught up in this year and return to the orginal path i was on. Thank you my brothers and sisters

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh! You say i'm not a Sikh, but the thing was less than a year ago i was different. I didn't drink, didn't go to clubs. I prayed, actively involved with Sikhi in the community, i didn't like the punjabi part of our culture - believe me i can decipher between being sikh and being punjabi. I don't cut my hair, eyebrows and all that. But i lost myself, the belief i had in myself and i lost some belief in my Guru. But then recently, i prayed and He showed me was there, looking after and caring still. So i know He's there, but taking Amrit is not my solution (yet, God willing one day) But if i'm lost and not able to look after myself completely, how would i be able to

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh! Forgive me if i sound rude at all in this post, for that is not my intention If a person is to take Amrit should they not be prepared mentally for it? Should you just see it as a solution for every problem a sikh person has? I know Amrit has strength in it, and it gives you that much more as well. I have not deceived the Guru, how could I? Everytime i have drank, i knew it was wrong but to deceive someone means to lie or hide it, but i never did. I know Waheguru has seen and knows. But i'm asking for help. If i took Amrit now, not being ready for it, didn't abide by it, wouldn't that be my deception? For i took it knowingly but knew that i was still lost Like i said before, i know what i have done isn't right, but i'm asking for help to bring me back on the path that i was on before

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa, Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh! I'm not sure to where to start or who i should be asking for help. But this seems like somewhere i could get some advice. Maybe its becasue the New Year is coming, i need to sort myself out, and well i need help from the sangat. It was said that in the Khalsa we find the Guru , so hopefully this will be a start Um, i'm lost. I don't know where i'm going and how i got off the path so quickly. Firstly, i believe in Waheguru, there's no doubt in my mind. I recently started drinking ( i know!) it seemed a way to forget things which had been said to me and the ways i'd recently been hurt, made me someone else. Starting hanging out with different girls and went out clubbing alot, which is strange as its something i've never done. It was just me not being me, escaping. I know its wrong and i feel bad for it, its not who i want to be, i want to be better than that. I just feel empty. Its not that i don't pray, listen to kirtan, and have those 'talks' to God when i go the gurdwara (you know the ones i mean) I have my belief in Sikhi. I don't want to be on this path. I want to be a better Sikh, a better person. I'm disillusioned with the people i've met, fed up of being used and just, fed up lol Please help me