I dont know what the problem is?

[Jaideep singh]

I don't understand what's happening.

one day Im japping naam, doing naam simran, the next day im attached to maya. Ive been reading gurbani and doing ardas to guru ji, to take me away from this, but its not working 

anyone know what to do?

Please tell . Thanks.

(Sorry for the bad english)

Edited January 13, 2022 by Jaideep singh

[GurjantGnostic]

1 hour ago, Jaideep singh said:

I don't understand what's happening.

one day Im japping naam, doing naam simran, the next day im attached to maya. Ive been reading gurbani and doing ardas to guru ji, to take me away from this, but its not working 

anyone know what to do?

Please tell . Thanks.

(Sorry for the bad english)

They call it the world ocean because it has waves. Keep it up bro. Keep it up bro. 

Also I think when we Jaap Naam rog comes out, so don't mind the odor as it leaves.

Also we can become targets when we're legitimately doing things in Sikhi, but not fully. Like we become an enemy target with no backup. 

It's okay bro. You're winning. Burn it out. No matter what appears to be a consequence. Burn all that out Ji. 

Pick up a stick in private. Hold it in both hands. Bow to Vaheguru and offer your head. Rlease back into the vertical plane headless, and swing and stab around. Breath Vaheguru into the moves. Breath and move. Fluid. Easy. Alive. Breath Vaheguru. Cut. 

That gets some devils off your back bro. Cut em all off bro. Stab them in their faces. Make noise bro. Jo Bole So Nihal! sat Sri Akal!! And cut them down. 

[GurjantGnostic]

1 hour ago, Jaideep singh said:

I don't understand what's happening.

one day Im japping naam, doing naam simran, the next day im attached to maya. Ive been reading gurbani and doing ardas to guru ji, to take me away from this, but its not working 

anyone know what to do?

Please tell . Thanks.

(Sorry for the bad english)

Veer Ji. You have taken and kept Amrit? You keep all Kakkara? You do Ishnaan and Amritvela? It's okay if not. But a hole in any one of those is a door through which you can be messed with. 

You feel like you're dying bro it's because you are, but in the good way, because as our egos die we're all working towards our ultimate death, in marriage with our husband Lord. 

Keep going friend! This part of the path contains an illusion that tests your metal, that will turn you back if you are weak,  Jaap Naam and walk straight through that thorn bush until you get out the other side bro. Keep cutting, keep walking bro. You're doing amazing. 

How's your hydration? Food? Vitamins? Rest? Activities?

There's always ashwaganda or cbds bro. It's one thing to suffer because we all do that it's another thing to be depressed and miserable bro.  

Be gentle to yourself give yourself some benefits bro you're doing so well. 

[GurjantGnostic]

1 hour ago, Jaideep singh said:

I don't understand what's happening.

one day Im japping naam, doing naam simran, the next day im attached to maya. Ive been reading gurbani and doing ardas to guru ji, to take me away from this, but its not working 

anyone know what to do?

Please tell . Thanks.

(Sorry for the bad english)

If you do Ardas to Guruji and it doesn't change it's because you're changing still. It's okay bro I pray for death sometimes. You're going to make it, and you're going to feel Sukh. You're going to feel Bir Ras. And you are going to feel Shanti bro. 

[Premi]

5 hours ago, Jaideep singh said:

I don't understand what's happening.

one day Im japping naam, doing naam simran, the next day im attached to maya. Ive been reading gurbani and doing ardas to guru ji, to take me away from this, but its not working 

anyone know what to do?

Please tell . Thanks.

(Sorry for the bad english)

I think that's why it's important to have a Nitnem - a time schedule you stick with daily. It's important in many disciplines, like study, athletics. 

That way, you will be more consistent. (Just my thoughts)

[Premi]

3 hours ago, GurjantGnostic said:

If you do Ardas to Guruji and it doesn't change it's because you're changing still. It's okay bro I pray for death sometimes. You're going to make it, and you're going to feel Sukh. You're going to feel Bir Ras. And you are going to feel Shanti bro. 

You pray for death ?

[GurjantGnostic]

23 minutes ago, Premi said:

You pray for death ?

Sometimes bro, not as much anymore. 

I've really been a victim to my own ideals and morals and put myself through a lot. Is probably a miracle I'm alive several times over. 

Thankfully since immersing myself in Simran I no longer consider driving myself into a median. 

In some ways I'm still a victim to said morals, and involved too much in helping other people, to the degree that it leaves me not enough of myself. Har Kirpa, some small changes will lead to me having more time in Physical Sangat, and deepening my study of Sikhi in order to become worthy of Amrit. 

I owe a great deal to both of these forums, especially the one where I spent my formative time, and to this Sangat. I am fortunate to have the best access to Gurmat information. To be able to ask questions and receive the highest quality answers available on the internet. And to share some comradery with somebody so that I'm not alone in Kalyug. Demoralized that none of my friends, family members, and even organizations unfortunately, are actually here for Dharam Yudh or Mukte. To revere 1. 

[GurjantGnostic]

Like I said in that thread where the question makes you pick between one bad outcome and another, to make a value judgment about the sanctity of life of somebody else, that I do not compromise, and that I do not accept a or b, and that I do not care what it does to me, I will create option c.

And the upside of suffering is it when it burns away, as you die over and over, there's less and less of you, and you're closer to God. 

Everything is Hukam. Most days I pray to accept it some days I pray for a miracle some days when I'm at my lowest I pray for bad things. That's who you're supposed to go to. 1.