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chintamatkaro

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  1. I dont trust science. I stopped smoking and using weed for over a month now and went off the dirty drugs (antipsychotics). Schizophrenia is a made up illness for people who are awakening. The “meds” surpress your spirit and destroy your brain. Marijuana is a spirit itself and a harmful one at that when used incorrectly. The reason I dont trust science is because the studies are very very flawed and they deviate from the gold standard because most studies are financed by the system that wants to supress human spirit. In addition, scientists dont even believe that the spirit exists. For example, did you know that the studies about schizophrenia and the “medicines that are supposed to help them are financed by the drug companies themselves? Psychiatry is one giant lie designed to kill your spirit. Trust me bro, you never want to experience the zombie like state and restleness these drugs turn you into. They’re only decent at stabilizing for a few months but these quacks want a person on them forever. This system is broken and I will speak the truth about it forever. Highly respected Dr Peter Breggin a psychatrist exposes the system and lie of these “meds”. In addition many shamans have helped schizophrenics navigate the spirit world and a balanced life. Most schizophrenia cases are just negative spirit attachment. If you don’t believe what I’m saying is real you are not qualified to be a Sikh.
  2. Apologies, I deleted what I wrote @GurjantGnostic because I got a little too personal. I was not insinuating that Schizophrenia and Sikhi are connected but I was giving my personal story about my battle with it. I believe schizophrenics are highly “tapped in” to the spirit world, and most of their issues come from an inability to recognize this and utilize it.
  3. Interesting. According to babaji, all happens as per Hukam, even we cannot take a breath or action without God’s hukam behind it. So perhaps we should forgive all our “enemies” and recognize them too as Vaheguru, because the hukam has come for them to play the villain role in this life.
  4. So people get abused and raped because of God's hukam? I'm willing to accept it I am not having an emotional reaction to this statement. There must be a higher purpose behind all abuse. Perhaps it brings us closer to the Creator?
  5. Haha brotherrr dw god is infinite love and daya im gonna stop weed because i found naam nascha no need to discuss my avastha with anyone haha weed is still cool tho i hold it in high reverence because it took me out the babylon matrix control system god is infinite love and daya its only hukam is open your heart infinity doesnt care about the 5 thieves infinity knows whats good you are infinity when your hearts open just focus on opening your heart thru naam jap and changa kam no one can tell you whats right or wrong only you know god sends tests all the time pass them and you will be rewarded im forever a baptized sikh because my heart is open this can be 99% crazy to an onlooker who cares brotherr im stopping weed not because of what bhaji said simply because me being humble to him made god happy and he blessed me with the precious jewel U just trust who and what he sends into your life Focus on LOVE only you will know what to do from there right is what the infinite love wants wrong is mind thinking love you all! and i stand by all my words
  6. Bro you’re 100000% right. I’m stopping it immediately. Thank you for the message.
  7. I f****cking love you God. Forever and ever.
  8. Lovely and I am HIM. i am just pretending to be a mind for the benefit of others i am not this body or karams i am the sat chit anand BLISSFUL SOUL FOREVER This is my hukam. The cross i have to carey
  9. And above all, your projections don’t affect my mind. my mind is dyed with the color of Naam. just placing this into the universe by hukam for Satnaam love
  10. ਐਸੀ ਮਰਨੀ ਜੋ ਮਰੈ ਬਹੁਰਿ ਨ ਮਰਨਾ ਹੋਇ Aisi Marni Jo Marey, Bahur Na Marna Hoe Whoever dies, let him die such a death, that he does not have to die again. ਕਬੀਰਾ ਮਰਤਾ ਮਰਤਾ ਜਗੁ ਮੁਆ ਮਰਿ ਭਿ ਨ ਜਾਨੈ ਕੋਇ ਐਸੀ ਮਰਨੀ ਜੋ ਮਰੈ ਬਹੁਰਿ ਨ ਮਰਨਾ ਹੋਇ Kabira Marta Marta Jag Muaa, Mar Bhi Na Janai Koe Aesi Marni Jo Mare, Bahur Na Marna Hoe Kabeer, the world is dying – dying to death, but no one knows how to truly die. Whoever dies, let him die such a death, that he does not have to die again. ਕਿਆ ਜਾਣਾ ਕਿਵ ਮਰਹਗੇ ਕੈਸਾ ਮਰਣਾ ਹੋਇ ਜੇ ਕਰਿ ਸਾਹਿਬੁ ਮਨਹੁ ਨ ਵੀਸਰੈ ਤਾ ਸਹਿਲਾ ਮਰਣਾ ਹੋਇ Kiaa Jaana Kiv Marahge Kaisa Marna Hoye Je Kar Sahib Manahu Na Veesrai Ta Sahila Marna Hoye What do I know? How will I die? What sort of death will it be? If I do not forget the Lord Master from my mind, then my death will be easy. ਮਰਣੈ ਤੇ ਜਗਤੁ ਡਰੈ ਜੀਵਿਆ ਲੋੜੈ ਸਭੁ ਕੋਇ ਗੁਰ ਪਰਸਾਦੀ ਜੀਵਤੁ ਮਰੈ ਹੁਕਮੈ ਬੂਝੈ ਸੋਇ Marnai Te Jagat Darai Jeevia Lorhei Sabh Koye Gur Parsaadi Jeevat Marae Hukamae Boojhai Soye The world is terrified of death; everyone longs to live. By Guru’s Grace, one who dies while yet alive, understands the Lord’s Will. ਨਾਨਕ ਐਸੀ ਮਰਨੀ ਜੋ ਮਰੈ ਤਾ ਸਦ ਜੀਵਣੁ ਹੋਇ ਐਸੀ ਮਰਨੀ ਜੋ ਮਰੈ ਬਹੁਰਿ ਨ ਮਰਨਾ ਹੋਇ Nanak Aisi Marni Jo Marey Taa Sad Jeevan Hoe Aisi Marni Jo Marey, Bahur Na Marna Hoye O Nanak, one who dies such a death, lives forever. Whoever dies, let him die such a death, that he does not have to die again.
  11. Another one of the people’s post who I really liked has replied. Thank you for replying. Satnaam ji surely talks to me all the time and I’m listening. I have no doubts now. I definitely feel like the king who has a kingdom and has to stay detached from it all. Hell, I’ll even be japping naam in the club lol. I am a mahapaapi. I’ll even do it while I sleep around with women. I’m the villain. IS THIS HUKAM? Of course it is. It’s what the Lord has ordained. Who am I to fight it? This is what He wants for me, to jap Naam all the time while I live this worldly corrupt life. I’ll never be a baptized Sikh. Naam is my only baptism. I’ll never fold on what I believe. Naam is my only belief. All of Gurbani just says REMEMBER GOD REMEMBER HIM THROUGH HIS NAAM. People don’t do that so instead they do endless ritual recitations of Nitnem and never progress on this path. To walk the path I’m walking takes incredible courage and honesty to one’s self and God. I am a mahapaapi and a saint at the same time. THIS IS WHAT IT IS. If you don’t understand, then please slander me. I love it, slander is my best friend. If you do accept just smile and nod and accept his beautiful and terrifying bhana. My life has been full of so much pain but I keep going. Suicide is never an option. I keep going and remembering the Lord. I am who I am. This is the way the Lord SATNAAM designed me. I love you all. In hukam, your brother.
  12. Just take it as His Hukam and keep japping Naam brother.
  13. I’d give the mentally ill person lots of love and cannabis. Those drugs doctors give can mess you up.
  14. Kal is basically the Lord of this world aka maya. The Lord of Time therefore Death. Kabir Ji has more information on this. Kalyug is a demon and the king of this age. They may be one and the same. Overall the picture as it’s presented to me is that the devil is indeed the viceregent of Earth, or the ruler. With all the Illuminati nonsense going on it makes perfect sense too. If God was in charge of the Earth it would be much different…
  15. Kalyug… its the best of times its the worst of times! All in Hukam brother… I just googled Bhangi Misl. Oh yeah. Definitely… we’re doing guerilla war on the establishment everytime we take a toke of that good stuff, or in your case a bite of that good stuff lol. I’m definitely going to cut back on it, use it sparingly because I believe in its medicinal quality and spiritually uplifting. I now have renewed faith and confidence in God. I find the paralells in Gnostic thought and Sikhi to be interesting. Waheguru = Father/Mother God, Satan/Demiurge/Devil = Kaal. Im not too sure what hermeticism is but I’m assuming it has to do with the power of thought? Hermes T?
  16. naanak chintaa mat karahu chintaa tis hee hay-ay.O Nanak, don't be anxious; the Lord will take care of you.jal meh jant upaa-i-an tinaa bhe rojee day-ay.He created the creatures in water, and He gives them their nourishment.othai hat na chal-ee naa ko kiras karay-i.There are no stores open there, and no one farms there.sa-udaa mool na hova-ee naa ko la-ay na day-ay.No business is ever transacted there, and no one buys or sells.jee-aa kaa aahaar jee-a khaanaa ayhu karay-i.Animals eat other animals; this is what the Lord has given them as food.vich upaa-ay saa-iraa tinaa bhe saar karay-i.He created them in the oceans, and He provides for them as well.naanak chintaa mat karahu chintaa tis hee hay-ay. ||1||O Nanak, don't be anxious; the Lord will take care of you. ||1||
  17. Ayo. I stalked the forums for a bit I knew you would reply Gnostic saab. Ive done research into Gnosticism too and the whole demiurge concept. Mind **** right there. But them quotes hit my soul. I was gonna close my account but it wasnt hukAm apparently because here I am replying. THE WORLD DOESNT LIKE GODS messages. So is it God thats in the wrong or the world? God never misled me even though his advice flew in the face of the worldly direction. I just had back to back dreams that confirmed who I am on a spiritual level and it blew my mind but all in Guru Nanak’s hukam. Can’t reveal everything. Couldnt even if i wanted to because ive become so balanced (i got a huge ego). The quotes are well placed thank you SatnaAm ji…. Not you Gurjant, you’re just a vessel like me. Haha. Jk. But yeah… My life looks so messed up on the outside (i occasionally indulge in cannabis and im a dropout) but inside im pure and KHalsa. Which again flies in the face of the typical “amritdhari” initiation thing. Khande batte di pahul forgive mE if i m wrong spelling that. Well anyways now I know who I am and know God has protected me thru every trial and tribulation because of that interesting dream and He even told me when I woke up that I should finish my degree after a long time out of school… Things are never as they appear… a lesson we all could be reminded of from time to time.
  18. I feel like my karma is so bad. I lose faith in Waheguru all the time. I do simran somtimes.
  19. Sometimes I feel like I can talk to God and He is talking back to me, but then the information is wrong and sometimes he dissapears on me completely. Who am i really talking to? Csn god talk to us?
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