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1 hour ago, GurjantGnostic said:

The people that try and enforce their meat or degh beliefs on others are low key apostate tyrant cultists. 

I don't agree brother as it was something I wanted to do. I don't see anything wrong with it either 

7 hours ago, GurjantGnostic said:

You could receive Amrit on the moon from Naam without a samparada. 

The Kurehit are universal. Perhaps your group has innovated aka added their manmukh to it. 

How did they say you broke Amrit?

By taking degh which was prepared with gurmat in my eyes as the singh had done ardas etc too

On 5/5/2023 at 12:02 AM, Soulfinder said:

Dass himself reads Chandi di vaar alongside with Chandi Chirtars 1,2 and shastar naam mala. What i can advise is that read Sukhmani Sahib ji asap after you have listened or read any dasam banis. As this didn't happen with dass with what you have described.

Never read however always listened to the baanis

On 5/5/2023 at 1:34 AM, paapiman said:

How much Jaap of Sri Dasam Gurbanis you used to do?

 

Bhul chuk maaf

Cdv, shastar naam mala, 3 in 5 baaniya nitnem, braham kavich also followed by sukhmani sahib, salok mahalla nauvan also and been doing it since December 2022

On 5/7/2023 at 6:26 AM, GurjantGnostic said:

There's only one Amrit and you may have uncovered your own blood lust. 

Building chuk maaf but why do we have different maryadas and rehit if its all the same? I thought that too until I done something outside maryada of sanprota and the told to retake my amrit however it was inline with sgpc rules

I used to do this baani everyday around the afternoon just listening to it. I have a mad respect for mataji as she Darshan of Guru Hargobind Sahibji and her saki is amazing. 

During listening to this baani, I felt a mad urge to cut off a goats head and drink the blood and eat the beating heart. 

Since then I went to the mahaan at the gurdwara and they told me to take all dasam grants out my nitnem. This included CDV, shastaar naam mala and brahm kavich. The only baani from dasam granth involved in my nitnem now is just the 3 in panj baaniya. I listen to other baani too. Sukhmani sahib was one. I was also told to stop listening to salok mahalla nauva and for those bani that I was told to drop, I replaced with dukh panjani sahib and shabad hazare.

Since doing this I feel a really nice peace but I miss dasam granth paatsha baani so much. I miss having the bir ras inside me. I too am also in 2 minds as do I go back to listening to my old nitnem? When I listen to the odd baani here and there I feel a sense of guilt like I'm going against the mahaan of the guru ghar but I don't think he understands my POV. 

At heart I'm a nihang singh but I took amrit else where which don't belive in the way of dal. I feel unsure what to do at this point. If I carry on, am I living my life to please others? My only itcha is to have Darshan of maharaj and I feel that the maryada at budda dal will help get me there. I also find it so hard to keep weight off as a veggie. I struggle with my diet. Alot of things. 

I don't mean to cause any offence to any samprota just expressing my views and feelings and any advice will be greatly appreciated.

Bhul chuk maaf saadh sangatji