Kira

23 minutes ago, BhagatSingh said:

It always helps to keep a dream journal. A diary that you jot your dreams down in.

It helps to raise awareness levels, bhagti levels.

Yeah it's an idea as I'm getting them a-lot, was blessed to have seen my past lives too I believe (or what I perceive as my past lives) 

If you don't mind me asking how does a dream Journal raise bhagti levels lol

14 minutes ago, BhagatSingh said:

Let us/me know.

 had one about an acid green snake, another one involving Singhs and 2 Gurudwara, i'll see what else I can remember and update this post 

Really interested in this, I've been having odd dreams and feelings since I started recitation of Chandi di Var

hi I'm Kira. 

On 17/05/2016 at 3:13 PM, paapiman said:

Bro, consumption of Amrit is not a humongous task, especially for someone like you, who is already doing plenty of Naam Simran. Are you addicted to any intoxicant? If not, then you should have no problem. Nitnem takes approximately 1.5 hr, which can be done easily.

Remember, as long as you don't commit any one of the cardinal sins (mentioned below), you will not become an outcast (Patit). Any other infractions can be easily forgiven by Sri Satguru jee.

4 cardinal sins (Nihang Maryada):

Hukka – Consumption of tobacco in any form

Hajamat – Killing hair (by any means) from any part of the body

Halalo – Consumption of halal meat in any form

Haraam – Any form of sexual activity, outside of marriage

 

Bhul chuk maaf

I'm well aware of how Amrit Sanchar is done, but I'm not worthy of offering myself to Guru Sahib. I have so much inner strife it's rather hard.

I'm still having them but less frequently. New Symptoms have surfaced though if anyone in the sangat can assist.

I briefly suffered from constipation, it cleared up really fast. I've never ever been constipated before, infact the last time it happened was when I was 7, I'm 19 right now. I go through mood swings which are well unorthodox for me. Super happy to Super angry too, I don't even mean small changes, When im angry I feel so much anger it's burning and I actually feel dizzy. I've never felt like this and I have kept myself restrained from such emotions as best as I can. 

I started reciting Chandi Di Vaar as well in my spare time. rather than becoming super alert and full of Bir Rass, I feel drowsy. Even when reciting my Sukhmani Sahib recently I feel super drowsy. Happened before but this time it is so intense I genuinely do feel like collapsing, To describe it would be like when you are so tired and overworked, you lie down in bed and instantly you feel sleepy and pass out. Should I rise to go do other things I feel back to normal. I am sleeping enough before someone asks.

17 hours ago, paapiman said:

Bro, Daas would humbly request you to consume Khanday da Amrit asap.

It is possible that your body might not be able to handle a lot of Naam Simran, without the implantation of Naam by Panj Pyaray.

Please listen to Gyani Kulwant Singh jee for more details.

Please start listening after 00:49:00 min:

http://gianikulwantsingh.com/audio/SGGS-02/0020_Katha-SGGS_%2800343-Gauri_Thiti.5%2C_Choutheh_Chanchal_Man_Ka_Gahaho%29.mp3

 

Bhul chuk maaf

It could be but it seems to have subsided now, I don't feel anything anymore. So either I've become spiritually dull again or my body has accustomed. As for the consumption of Amrit, im afraid I'm not ready for such a monumental change in my life. I'm almost certain in my present state keeping to the strict rehit isn't something I could manage totally well. I do intend to take it as soon as I can though.

23 hours ago, dalsingh101 said:

Nice to meet you too! : )

It's strange but I alway associate cooling down with my simran? I thought it was because my breathing slows down so much, compared to normal???

 

lol! I think it may be because of some of the images you put up as your avataar? I remember one,  which looked like a really cutesy oriental girl - which turned out to be a bloke.......hee hee

Be forewarned, this forum can be a rough and tough one at times - don't get shocked by the robust talk and swearing that takes place occasionally. We champion more freedom here than most other forums can handle! lol

It might be, I just uped my Sukhmani Sahib Jaap and it seems to have worked, im back to normal now. I think it probably affects everyone differently. 

I don't mind swearing, robust talk lol. I don't get offend, its just words and honestly I dislike self-righteous people who scold others while indulging in them themselves. Nice to see the forum has such an open policy lol

9 hours ago, dalsingh101 said:

Man, I hate getting all hot and sweaty.....no matter what the circs. I feel for you Kira. 

 

Plus, I thought you was a girl when I met you on SS. Glad that is cleared up!  lol (I'm dally on there btw).

I figured as much judging from the signature, iv been stalking this forum for quite a while.  Nice to meet you :)

Yeah I don't like this feeling but it seems to have subsided, I just feel tingly and slightly warm now.A warmth was spreading from my spine around my body now, I did consult my other friend (highly spiritual person who knows far more than I can ever hope about these matters) and he said it sounds like a spiritual awakening to him. He asked me to take it as carefully as possible now but obviously If it is a good thing I scarcely want to slow down. 

Yeah I don't get why people think I'm a girl over there? like is it from how I type? do people want me to start swearing, playing some 'bhangra beats' and going BRUGHHHHH  all the time. lol

12 hours ago, paapiman said:

@Kira - Have you talked to a Psychologist/Psychiatrist about this problem? Maybe they can help you out. Are you a male or a female? You don't have to answer this question, if you don't want to.

Please make sure that you rule out all sorts of medical issues, before thinking of it as a spiritual experience.

Can someone please confirm the sakhi below or provide an audio reference for it?

When Mata Sita jee (wife of Sri Ram Chandar jee) was kept in a palace (which had gold in it), the gold started to melt away, due to the heat being generated from her body. Mata jee was very powerful as she was a Sati. Ravan then had to move her to some other place.

 

Bhul chuk maaf

I'm male, I've not taken Amrit yet and I have spoken now to my GP about it, he assures me I am 100% healthy. 

In terms of psychology I am totally sane. No health problems really. Like I said Bhaji, I have exhausted all others routes so I am coming on here to ask. 

9 hours ago, Raju said:

The flow of ida and pingala is karma related. Balanced/lunar flow occurs once we've pacified the heavier burdens. Excessive heat can give rise to a lot of complications. In cases where there is agitation as a result of meditation, service of the needy, or as instructed by a realized person, is advised. It's also important to maintain as much celibacy as possible if heat is excessive. 

Don't think Celibacy is an issue for me, im far too young to have a wife.

anyone else able to provide insight as well? any help appreciated.

4 hours ago, samurai said:

I've always said it, quality over quantity and taking amrit should be an expression of prem and giving your self mentally/physically/spiritually to your guru and should not be a matter of action from a guilty mind or even fearful mind. 

One thing I've always tried to push with pardhaans is the importance of having qualified social workers in gurdwara. Domestic violence/ drugs and alcohol in our community is a big problem...and one i hold close to my heart is the grooming issue, like our girls do not know where to turn, i could go on..but ill put a vid up from basics of sikhi (when jagraj breaks down a little it does hit home) which pretty much sums up the state of gurdwareh, the people in it and why our girls cannot come to the gurdwara iin their need...Gurdwara as well as a dharmshala,where we learn bhram gyan, should also be like a fort where people feel safe..

 

 

Would you mind sending me the video, I'm strangely curious  now

9 hours ago, Singh123456777 said:

What up Kira!

 

Good that you came onto this forum as well. Sikh sangat is a little bit narrow minded. It's was funny to watch you and preet fighting.

What up man, As you can see im literally being burned alive but other than that I'm alright, Yeah I'm pretty sure I lost some brain cells with that argument. I've yet to meet someone so lost up their own rear end so to speak.

1 hour ago, paapiman said:

Kira jee - Please get a comprehensive blood test done. Have you talked to your family doctor regarding this issue?

 

Bhul chuk maaf

Paapiman Jee

Yes I have, Like I mentioned before I've had tests done and they all came back normal. I'm fit and healthy so to speak. I appreciate the sangat here encouraging me to seek medical attention but so far as I have asserted, I have done just that and it seems to be perfectly fine (my health anyway). This only happens when I read Bani or pray. Any other activity is perfectly normal. 

56 minutes ago, N30 S!NGH said:

Everyone of us have core being-center sometimes in gurbani its referred to top of head  - dasam dwar and sometimes its referred to hirda - spiritual heart right side of the chest . Just concentrate on right side of the chest-spiritual heart- feel the blueish cool calm energy there -CENTER where every energy is coming from in the body- then imagine naam simran happening there slowly vahiguru vahiguru. Try this if you can, it may or may not resonate with ya.

Right I was aware of the Dasam Dwar, and I always interprated Hirda as the metaphorical heart, that makes sense. I'll give it a bash thanks for the help. I did look into Kundalini from what Raagmala Veerji said, and it seems to be very interesting.

13 minutes ago, N30 S!NGH said:

It seems like you are open to gurbani intensity, it happens. You may want to concentrate on your core being- heart -hirdae spiritual heart (right side of the chest) then in mind imagine naam simran (vahiguru, vahiguru) is happening at the spiritual heart (right side of the chest). It will subdue the intensity of body.

Yo, hope you don't mind me asking if you could clarify this in the most SIMPLEST terms possible. Imagine I am the most thickest person here lol, Could you define what you mean by Spiritual Heart.

19 minutes ago, Ragmaala said:

@Kira   I think you are writing too many names in 'Deathnote'. Your Shinigami is pissed. :)  Just Kiding, welcome to SA. 

Try taking a cold shower before sitting in meditation. Personally, warm showers can make me feel sweaty if I am sitting in a strict posture for more than 30 minutes, so cold showers def help me. And even it is hot weather I can tolerate the heat much better. Also, your mind is resisting &  might be creating these symptoms to distract. Eg how we get extreme itching ot other bodily sensations when we sit down. or how sometimes even the ticking of clock can be bothersome. I am not sure if this is your kundalini awakening or something because thats not my expertise. But hopefully others can help you better. 

 

@dalsingh101   Yes medical issues should always be sought out before jumping to magical conclusions. Some other conditions that come to mind are hypoglycemia, Diabetes messing up the insulin levels causing too high or too low glucose levels, hyperthyroidism, etc.

Ryuk is just a pest, I sent him on a ehm "diplomatic" mission to help the assimilation of troubled individuals in a drug cartel. 

Thank you very much :) 

I have taken showers, hot, cold. I've had the fan on too, sat in a really cool room. I'd like to add I recently had a blood test done and it came back good. Though that was for my iron level, as I mentioned before this is always during Bani recitation. I've tried every conceivable thing I can to sort it out but I am really dumbstruck by it. 

Just remembered a while back while I was listening to Chandi Di Vaar (during the time of Amritvela around 5am-sih) I was lying down and trying to vision the scenes the divine father was trying to illustrate. My body did start doing weird spasms, I got worried so I sat up and pretty much snapped out of whatever was going on with me.

If you know anyone who can assist me or find some sort of reason for it I would greatly appreciate it :D 

13 hours ago, dalsingh101 said:

Are you overweight?

I'm about average weight. Just want to clear some stuff up I guess I better explain myself properly lol, I do sit down quite a lot but I always get up and walk around an equally long time. I have never experienced this before and I have always been a rational person. I have tried all means to see what's causing it, I have had a really fast metabolism and I eat decently (wouldn't say im the pinnacle of healthy eating but I don't overload myself on junk food too). I'm fairly skinny.

I'd like to add this only happens when I do any bani, regardless of which one. I am doing plenty currently, I also game sometimes or I go out with my friends. Never happens to me, went to Civil War with my friend, nothing, Played games, worked, studied. Nothing. 

Always during the recitation of bani.

11 hours ago, paapiman said:

Guest jee - Have you talked to any Gurmukh about it?

 

Bhul chuk maaf

Paapiman Ji - I am blessed to have some very nice members of the Sangat in my life, I have asked before regarding another  spiritual matter, the advice I got was sound however I am hesitant to ask them as I generally am shy around people and tend to keep quiet about these things. Hence why I asked the Sangat here for help