Samarbir Singh

What do you mean can u explain?

Thanks ben ji will keep this in mind

ok Satbachan i have faith that my Guru will not fail me.

WJKK WJKF Guru Piaro i have stopped masterbaiting and try to stay away from Kaam as much as possible such as pornography. And with Guru Ji's kirpa my attention doesn't go there even people talk about those things and say this is your age to do this, this isn't bad at all but i've been down that road and that route is horrible. So two months ago i stopped but two weeks ago i just went to look and without touching my private i ejacualted. And i was very dispointed that i've been on the right path and gave it up in a instance for 1 second of pleasure. So i did benti that Guru Ji please help me fight the 5 thieves and with Guru ji's kirpa i've been fine. But last night i was excited that i was going leave my body and go to malack's ghar. And i was in deep sleep. And i felt when i came back into my body around 2:50 a.m as soon as i came to the desh of the paanj or kal the net of kaam fell over my right away and i had a dream of two people having sex and i started to masterbait in my dream. as soon as i understood that if i didnt stop i would ejacualate (in my dream). Then i woke up at around 2:53 and in fear i grabed my privates and i realised that i had wet dream. This made me sad that as i came back into maya, kaam spent no extra time on laying its net over me. Are having wet dreams the same as masterbaiting I know Guru Gobind Singh Ji said dont go into a bed with another women even in your dream but this was unconscious so, is this my fault? PLEASE NO JOKES THIS IS NOT AN EASY THING TO TALK ABOUT DON'T MAKE FUN OF PEOPLE WHO NEED HELP. Does this mean my Maan is still kachaa (unripe)? I did benti to Guru Ji to do kirpa and save me from the paanj. I am 15. Bhul Chak Maaf as i am and will always be a child.

Gurmukh Ji blessed are those who have the darshan of Guru Ji I am nothing

lol my beard is that of a 19/20 year old person most people say i dont look my age.

Im a 15 year old.

Ok satbachan

Should i know the in and outs of akath katha (truth) and prema bakti or just do as Bhai simranjeet singh say "Practical". Or am i just confused and should do practical with love? Please explain, this moorak is lost...

Yes i want to be become 1 with Waheguru and fill this hole of seperation i feel. But i then i begin to worrying about going into suun and wait for anhad bani but i began to lose the love for guru and became to techinal i dont what to follow because i want to love my guru and experience him. I am trying to listen to Asa ki vaar and realised the anand of guru ji i was missing out on But according to you what do you think i should do. Will i get darshan of my beloved if i love him?

WJKK WJKF But you see im way to far behind due to this. for example the spanish language i dont anything about it and it is one of subjects and i am pretty much zero on it i am scared and dont want my parents to get mad because they already disapprove this lifestyle of sikhi that i am living now (even though they are sikhs) i dont want them to say you cant do paath or stuff like that untill i get my grades up. Should i wait till next semester so i can get fresh start? Or should i put my faith in Guru Nanak dev ji that mere karaj sab savaar theen geh? Because i believe school is the only thing i lie about. Even though i make million of mistakes everyday without knowing but during online school i turn my computer volume down and jap naam or listen to kirtan because school doesn't interest me. PLEASE READ THIS AND LET ME KNOW

So I don’t like studying the stuff I learn in school though I do like learning (Sikh history, history, guru’s history) but not the learning at school so I do enough to get by and I cheat but I ask guruji to forgive as I want to give myself fully to waheguru ji and school is a worldly thing so I do it because it is my job. Is this Right or Wrong?

So do you mean that i should listen to more kirtan and love god also with Guru Ji's kirpa i used to belif in guruji 100% and i dont why im starting to lose my faith in guru ji and believing in Waheguru 100% and i think because of this im not progressing because everyday in my personal hukamnamas i do ardaas to Waheguru and to Guru Gobind singh ji to tell how to live this this day and over over again Gur Amar Das Ji is saying without belief in the guru i am ruined and i know that Guru and God are one but i dont why im losing faith in guru. PLEASE TELL ME HOW TO LOVE MY GURU. Also i am beginner simran abyaissi so how should i jap because bhai simranjit singh tohana said atleast 4 hours waheguru simran is needed at first stage but im having trouble foucusing (to many thoughts) and going into sunn.