Yes it's Religious OCD. But I must say, you have great schedule to devote yourself to Guru. I can totally understand your condition. Even I do Path and Ardas a multiple times because I don't feel I was fully focused. Also, my mind makes me feel bad that I prefer that I should do Path on train or bus. But that's where OCD won't attack you that your hands are not clean or feet are not clean, but your brain will tell you that you're just lazy to do it at home. So, just know that your mind is playing with you. Just tell it that I'm doing it on train because you don't let me do it the right way, it will help you. And it's better you yourself stop watching bad stuff because it will automatically increase your intrusive thoughts. For sure you need to stop that.
Baki, watch Ali Greymond on YouTube about religious OCD, you will feel better as you'll know more about your Condition and it will be easy for you to tackle. Baki keep doing Ardas to Guru Sahib, that I want to be like You but OCD is not letting me and I guess taking Amrit will help, take your Ardas to Sangat and Panj Pyaare, Guru Sahib will cure you. And keep this schedule as it is. Atleast you're still doing Path. I can't even do it because of my cleaning rituals. Better get it on hold before it's too late.
Waheguru Bhala Karn
