tuhi

well the 40 days are over now . with guru jis kirpa i managed to do 1 lakh jaap just short of 25000 . he he i missed some of the days . then i started going to work and i couldn't catch up and also i couldn't follow the complete maryada in the last 15-20 days. i also failed to maintain control over my senses and nau dawars . so that s why i think i am not worthy of having any kirpa or any spiritual experience. although i failed completely but i am not disappointed . i hope i guru ji will have kirpa on this worthless person . well thats all from me good bye everyone

wjkk wjkf well here is the maryada i followed : since , it was the first day i made degh and offered it to guru ji i.e. bhog and then took hukamnama from pothi sahib . i lit a desi ghee jot . spread a white sheet underneath me . wore white clothes . took kesi ishnan and wore pavitar bastars . then around 12 :30 am i started doing the path and finished at 3:30 . i sat straight with legs crossed but after 30 minutes it started paining in my back . i started moving here and there . since i m not a chardikala singh and that practical it was tough to sit for three hours straight but wit h gur kirpa i managed it . i haven't paid much attention to eating . i m amritdhari so vegetarian . and i just ate tostitos with salsa sauce , i dunno if its bad we will c wt happens next . it ws only the first day . just need gur aashirwaad . i have summer vacations so i m just free . tht's y i started it . it had been my foremost desire to a paath like this since grade 10 . but now i have the time . i just pray to guru ji to give me power to finish this kaaraj . any further advice , suggestions will be much appreciated waheguru ...

its beautiful to see people talking about their spiritual experiences . it helps in increasing the faith and devotion of others like me . waheguru ji ...

wjkk wjkf with the apaar kirpa of guru ji and his hukam , i have begun the chalisa ( sava lakh jaap of mool mantar ). sadh sangat ji , this mahan yagya can only be completed with your ardaas . please do ardaas to guru ji for mu successs . first day of my chalisa went successfully without any vighan and hope the whole chalisa will be successful . i will keep u updated on any mystical experiences if i have any . dhanyavaad wjkk wjkf