Hi! Wjkk Wjkf! I'm new here and was reading your thread and felt like maybe you guys could help me out.
So, I'm pretty young at almost 17 now, but some really strange things have been happening to me. It started out with me feeling like I was sinking through the ground when I was little and going to sleep. I felt like I was falling into hell. I'm sure now that that was just my body becoming really relaxed. Anyways, as I got older, in my middle school years, is when I started out experiencing what I now know to be OBE's or Out of body experiences. They were completely involuntary, and extremely scary because it was very frightening. My soul would literally start lifting out of my body and it only happened when I was going to sleep. Since it was so scary for me, I would force myself back in before I completely left. Sometimes, my soul would start to slip out several times in one night. I started experimenting to see if this was something I could control or if it was completely involuntary and realised that I could, to an extent. I couldn't completely leave which I suspect may be because of blockage in my chakra. That was around a year or two ago, I haven't tried since.
I consulted a Baba ji I had met that did Sukhmani Sahib de paat, in India. When I first met him at my massi's house after their paat was done, our family had been sitting down and just talking before he looked at my siblings and I and asked who we were. When it was my turn, he told me that I was a kismat vale, fortunate one, I believe if you translate into English. I didn't believe it was true and still don't to this day, but that was why I had decided to ask him the next time I went to India, which was 2 years later.
His nature was very gentle and peaceful. When I went to see him, he knew right away I came to ask him something. We talked for a while and I told him about the experiences. He told me sometimes if the soul is not getting enough of its food, that being naam, it may try to leave to find it else where. He then closed his eyes and seemed to be listening to something for a while. The Baba ji told me that I had done some bandagi in a past life and Seva of some Sant Mahapursh and Guru Sahib had blessed me with this gift.
But I am confused. Isn't this a ridhi-sidhi, and something I should stay away from using? Being young and scared, I had told my friend of what was happening to me, who told her dad. And her dad does a lot bandagi and had some things happen to him too. He told me that I can use this for my benefit and that Guru Sahib gave me this gift, so I can meet him.
I'm just kind of confused on if I should leave this be or if it is in fact something I can use to bring myself closer to Guru Sahib. I just don't want to try that and end up realizing that it was a ridhi sidhi and it took me further away from him. I don't try to leave anymore even though occasionally something happens.
There's others things I'm curious to know more about, but perhaps I'll share them another time.
Anyways, what are your thoughts? Has this happened to someone else?
