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  1. Kira
    Yeah it's an idea as I'm getting them a-lot, was blessed to have seen my past lives too I believe (or what I perceive as my past lives) If you don't mind me asking how does a dream Journal raise bhagti levels lol
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    had one about an acid green snake, another one involving Singhs and 2 Gurudwara, i'll see what else I can remember and update this post
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    Really interested in this, I've been having odd dreams and feelings since I started recitation of Chandi di Var
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    hi I'm Kira.
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    I'm well aware of how Amrit Sanchar is done, but I'm not worthy of offering myself to Guru Sahib. I have so much inner strife it's rather hard. I'm still having them but less frequently. New Symptoms have surfaced though if anyone in the sangat can assist. I briefly suffered from constipation, it cleared up really fast. I've never ever been constipated before, infact the last time it happened was when I was 7, I'm 19 right now. I go through mood swings which are well unorthodox for me. Super happy to Super angry too, I don't even mean small changes, When im angry I feel so much anger it's burning and I actually feel dizzy. I've never felt like this and I have kept myself restrained from such emotions as best as I can. I started reciting Chandi Di Vaar as well in my spare time. rather than becoming super alert and full of Bir Rass, I feel drowsy. Even when reciting my Sukhmani Sahib recently I feel super drowsy. Happened before but this time it is so intense I genuinely do feel like collapsing, To describe it would be like when you are so tired and overworked, you lie down in bed and instantly you feel sleepy and pass out. Should I rise to go do other things I feel back to normal. I am sleeping enough before someone asks.
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    It could be but it seems to have subsided now, I don't feel anything anymore. So either I've become spiritually dull again or my body has accustomed. As for the consumption of Amrit, im afraid I'm not ready for such a monumental change in my life. I'm almost certain in my present state keeping to the strict rehit isn't something I could manage totally well. I do intend to take it as soon as I can though. It might be, I just uped my Sukhmani Sahib Jaap and it seems to have worked, im back to normal now. I think it probably affects everyone differently. I don't mind swearing, robust talk lol. I don't get offend, its just words and honestly I dislike self-righteous people who scold others while indulging in them themselves. Nice to see the forum has such an open policy lol
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    I figured as much judging from the signature, iv been stalking this forum for quite a while. Nice to meet you :) Yeah I don't like this feeling but it seems to have subsided, I just feel tingly and slightly warm now.A warmth was spreading from my spine around my body now, I did consult my other friend (highly spiritual person who knows far more than I can ever hope about these matters) and he said it sounds like a spiritual awakening to him. He asked me to take it as carefully as possible now but obviously If it is a good thing I scarcely want to slow down. Yeah I don't get why people think I'm a girl over there? like is it from how I type? do people want me to start swearing, playing some 'bhangra beats' and going BRUGHHHHH all the time. lol
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    I'm male, I've not taken Amrit yet and I have spoken now to my GP about it, he assures me I am 100% healthy. In terms of psychology I am totally sane. No health problems really. Like I said Bhaji, I have exhausted all others routes so I am coming on here to ask.
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    Don't think Celibacy is an issue for me, im far too young to have a wife. anyone else able to provide insight as well? any help appreciated.
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    Would you mind sending me the video, I'm strangely curious now
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    What up man, As you can see im literally being burned alive but other than that I'm alright, Yeah I'm pretty sure I lost some brain cells with that argument. I've yet to meet someone so lost up their own rear end so to speak. Paapiman Jee Yes I have, Like I mentioned before I've had tests done and they all came back normal. I'm fit and healthy so to speak. I appreciate the sangat here encouraging me to seek medical attention but so far as I have asserted, I have done just that and it seems to be perfectly fine (my health anyway). This only happens when I read Bani or pray. Any other activity is perfectly normal.
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    Right I was aware of the Dasam Dwar, and I always interprated Hirda as the metaphorical heart, that makes sense. I'll give it a bash thanks for the help. I did look into Kundalini from what Raagmala Veerji said, and it seems to be very interesting.
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    Yo, hope you don't mind me asking if you could clarify this in the most SIMPLEST terms possible. Imagine I am the most thickest person here lol, Could you define what you mean by Spiritual Heart.
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    Ryuk is just a pest, I sent him on a ehm "diplomatic" mission to help the assimilation of troubled individuals in a drug cartel. Thank you very much :) I have taken showers, hot, cold. I've had the fan on too, sat in a really cool room. I'd like to add I recently had a blood test done and it came back good. Though that was for my iron level, as I mentioned before this is always during Bani recitation. I've tried every conceivable thing I can to sort it out but I am really dumbstruck by it. Just remembered a while back while I was listening to Chandi Di Vaar (during the time of Amritvela around 5am-sih) I was lying down and trying to vision the scenes the divine father was trying to illustrate. My body did start doing weird spasms, I got worried so I sat up and pretty much snapped out of whatever was going on with me. If you know anyone who can assist me or find some sort of reason for it I would greatly appreciate it :D
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    I'm about average weight. Just want to clear some stuff up I guess I better explain myself properly lol, I do sit down quite a lot but I always get up and walk around an equally long time. I have never experienced this before and I have always been a rational person. I have tried all means to see what's causing it, I have had a really fast metabolism and I eat decently (wouldn't say im the pinnacle of healthy eating but I don't overload myself on junk food too). I'm fairly skinny. I'd like to add this only happens when I do any bani, regardless of which one. I am doing plenty currently, I also game sometimes or I go out with my friends. Never happens to me, went to Civil War with my friend, nothing, Played games, worked, studied. Nothing. Always during the recitation of bani. Paapiman Ji - I am blessed to have some very nice members of the Sangat in my life, I have asked before regarding another spiritual matter, the advice I got was sound however I am hesitant to ask them as I generally am shy around people and tend to keep quiet about these things. Hence why I asked the Sangat here for help

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