Harjapman

Vaheguru ji ka Khalsa vaheguru ji ki Fateh. I was blessed with Amrit a few months ago as I had huge desire for it(genuinely I could not think about anything else apart from Amrit). I enjoyed it for the the first 2 months (kept my proper rehat even waking about at 3am). But slowly slowly I fell into lust and then I started waking up late, couldn’t be bothered to path(even if I did, I wouldn’t enjoy it). I used to go to santhia but even that’s becoming boring to me now. Everything is starting to feel like a chore and all I want is to have that desire of Amrit again. please tell me what this manmukh should do.