When will my turn come?

[JustME]

When listening to the powerful words uttered by the 5th Nanak, i found myself feeling such a mixed range of emotions.........i was delighted......that He is there waiting for me...............i longed for THAT embrace................the thought overpowered my senses............the frustrations of all the useless actions that only kept me furthur from my true Soulmate.................a sense of helplessness in knowing that i would not be embraced until it was time..............but the feeling of intense rage almost.............to see others happly running into His arms and I stood there on the sidelines watching..............such love.........so much FEELING.........

I longed to run with them, the luckyones, but my feet remained where there were......i watched..............i waited........i was not going to be called..................all i could do was beg........silently.............beg with all my heart for the perfect embrace............the one that would never let me go.............

The unfortunate soul-bride makes this prayer: O Nanak, when will my turn come?

All the blessed soul-brides celebrate and make merry; bless me as well with a night of bliss, O Lord. ||1||