tryingtoimprove Posted March 1, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 1, 2016 I F***ED UP!!! I was on Day 46 of no fap when suddenly this whole day started off bad in a negative way...negativity creeped in, coupled with desperation & hopelessness watched up bad stuff & let loose of control. I cannot believe myself. I was hoping that I would reach Day 90 and make an update here. Now I have to start off from day 0 again . I hate this & hate my life. This is just a small component of my life, but now starting again man... I cannot get married there is still time till then..so till then I have to keep trying. This really sucks yaar. Have to start off again shit. On this path one always have to be consicous & active. I guess I will start again & keep updating here. I guess its still a progress 46 days..I just hope that I dont do it again tomorrow & day after tomorrow & so on and fall into deep pit again. also need to take care of other aspects of life too. I hope I can make it past day 46 next time...I will miss this time period :( 1st march 2016, i hate you 1st march. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tryingtoimprove Posted March 2, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 2, 2016 I guess the positive side is that 30 day original goal was successful, could only maintain upto 46 days though. I am thinking of starting a 40 day blog about doing Japp to tackle the problem of this lust. I am not getting married anytime soon, so I am not worried if lust stops temporarily. Only thing I am worried about is , that 40 day japp would end being a failure since I am advertising here, and might not go all the way. I will hear the sangats view and then decide. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paapiman Posted March 2, 2016 Report Share Posted March 2, 2016 2 hours ago, tryingtoimprove said: Only thing I am worried about is , that 40 day japp would end being a failure since I am advertising here, and might not go all the way. I will hear the sangats view and then decide. Bro, try doing the 40 day Jaap. Think positive man and don't worry about failures. Bhul chuk maaf 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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