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Baba ji are in UK this week and here is the link and poster. https://m.facebook.com/DhakkiSahib/photos/a.10150530941899729/10157615922964729/?type=3&source=48

ਬਾਬਾ ਨੰਦ ਸਿੰਘ ਜੀ ਦੇ ੧੦੧ ਅਮੋਲਕ ਬਚਨ | Baba Nand Singh ji de 101 Amolak Bachan

@hsingh6 another thing i have learned from personal experience is that its always best to keep quiet or stay gupt when any paath or simran is done. As i have seen how when i have mentioned that i did this bani or paath the next day i end missing it for the day or a few days in a row. So thats my first step to stay gupt.

Waheguru ji ka khalsa waheguru ji ki fateh veer ji. Here is the list of the links i used to learn the banis This is the starting of chandi chirtar 1 starting at 24:40 mins on track 8. http://www.gurmatveechar.com/audios/Gurbani_Ucharan/Bhai_Onkar_Singh/Sri_Dasam_Granth_Sahib/CD_1/008--Bhai.Onkar.Singh--Sri.Dasam.Granth.Sahib.Paath.Panna.0065-0075.mp3 Ending at track 11 at 11:40 http://www.gurmatveechar.com/audios/Gurbani_Ucharan/Bhai_Onkar_Singh/Sri_Dasam_Granth_Sahib/CD_1/011--Bhai.Onkar.Singh--Sri.Dasam.Granth.Sahib.Paath.Panna.0095-0105.mp3 http://www.gurmatveechar.com/audio.php?q=f&f=%2FGurbani_Ucharan%2FBhai_Onkar_Singh%2FSri_Dasam_Granth_Sahib%2FCD_1 Tracks for chandi chirtar 2 are at 11,12,13. Starts from 11:40 and ends at on track 13 10:50. Akal ustat is at tracks 1 at 23:28 ending at track 5 at 14:24. Bachitar natak is at track 5 at 14:24 and ending track 8 24:40. What made me get into these banis is all i can say is that it was Waheguru's kirpa nazar on me to do these banis. I had just dreamed before that will i ever get a chance to do panj banis nitnem. Because my mum thought i would have never been able to japji sahib lol as i didn't learn it at a young age etc. Plus also motavation is needed as well as i did get inspired by reading mahapurshs jeevans books and kathas that i like.

Here is a new true happening i heard today by sant ji and its really worth listening

It took me a while to get both Chandi Chirtars and Ugardanti English Roman text as i spent a lot of time getting it copied and pasted from searchgurbani.com into Ms Word cutting out the english meanings and gurmuki text as i can't read and write in punjabi at the moment. But it was worth it though as using a mobile tablet screen for gurbani paath is not good for my eyes and headace/migraine problems.

Veer ji it was a really nice week last week as on sunday i started Chandi Chirtar 2 which daas finished on monday using a 35 mins audio track. Took a break on tuesday then on wednesday started Chandi Chirtar 1 with Guru Jis kirpa and finished it yesterday. Last time i tried to do Chandi Chirtar 1 i had a migraine next day so i couldn't do the paath back than. Today i took a break and it does feel like how a person goes on a two weeks diet then goes one day to his old habbit then he thinks the strict diet days was better in compression.

Thanks veer ji i am really happy as it was all Wahegurus kirpa.

I am really happy today as with Waheguru's kirpa drishti daas spent 5 days using a 78 mins audio track to do the paath of the bani. After 3 years of dreaming and waiting for this day daas is really happy that today it became a realty for having finished Chandi Chirtar 1. Last year daas had spent 4 days using a 66 mins track for Chandi Chirtar 2 and nowdays with audio tracks it take me 2/3 days for Chandi Chirtar 2 as i have got more used to the words and the sounds. Today i feel happy as my dream has come true as i have done both Chandi Chirtar banis and know without audio help Chandi Di Vaar,Ugardanti,Shastar Naam Mala and Bramh Kavach(off by heart). Almost a year ago i had spent 9 days using audio track to do full paath of Akal Ustat with 12 days total with 3 days of break inbetween and that was a really nice bani paath to read.

Here is the track which had been deleted but uploaded again by another user

Dhan Baba Nand Singh Ji when another mahapursh Baba Gulab Singh Ji met Baba Ji Listen at 2:55:20 onwards to the saakhi. Worth listening. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=XrO2QVF6kj4

Veer ji you are 100% correct because all of the first Ashtapadee of Sri Sukhmani Sahib is based on the benfits of simran and its power. https://www.searchgurbani.com/guru-granth-sahib/shabad/885/line/32

Thanks bhen ji you are right as its usually clearing out all of the garbage sins out when these stages are encountred and experienced.

You are right veer ji about the maya matrix part as i saw the matrix movies a few years ago and does make sense. Here is a detailed version explained of the matrix by bhai jugraj singh basics of sikhi

Thanks for sharing bhen ji.

Thanks for finding it veer ji and spending time finding it for me.

Glad to share veer ji and the shabad you mentioned was really nice as well.

ਰਾਮਕਲੀ ਸਦੁ Raamakalee Sadhu रामकली सदु Raamkalee, Sadd ~ The Call Of Death: ੴ ਸਤਿਗੁਰ ਪ੍ਰਸਾਦਿ ॥ Ik Oankaar Sathigur Prasaadh || ੴ सतिगुर प्रसादि ॥ One Universal Creator God. By The Grace Of The True Guru: ਜਗਿ ਦਾਤਾ ਸੋਇ ਭਗਤਿ ਵਛਲੁ ਤਿਹੁ ਲੋਇ ਜੀਉ ॥ Jag Dhaathaa Soe Bhagath Vashhal Thihu Loe Jeeo || जगि दाता सोइ भगति वछलु तिहु लोइ जीउ ॥ He is the Great Giver of the Universe, the Lover of His devotees, throughout the three worlds. ਗੁਰ ਸਬਦਿ ਸਮਾਵਏ ਅਵਰੁ ਨ ਜਾਣੈ ਕੋਇ ਜੀਉ ॥ Gur Sabadh Samaaveae Avar N Jaanai Koe Jeeo || गुर सबदि समावए अवरु न जाणै कोइ जीउ ॥ One who is merged in the Word of the Guru's Shabad does not know any other. ਅਵਰੋ ਨ ਜਾਣਹਿ ਸਬਦਿ ਗੁਰ ਕੈ ਏਕੁ ਨਾਮੁ ਧਿਆਵਹੇ ॥ Avaro N Jaanehi Sabadh Gur Kai Eaek Naam Dhhiaavehae || अवरो न जाणहि सबदि गुर कै एकु नामु धिआवहे ॥ Dwelling upon the Word of the Guru's Shabad, he does not know any other; he meditates on the One Name of the Lord. ਪਰਸਾਦਿ ਨਾਨਕ ਗੁਰੂ ਅੰਗਦ ਪਰਮ ਪਦਵੀ ਪਾਵਹੇ ॥ Parasaadh Naanak Guroo Angadh Param Padhavee Paavehae || परसादि नानक गुरू अंगद परम पदवी पावहे ॥ By the Grace of Guru Nanak and Guru Angad, Guru Amar Das obtained the supreme status. ਆਇਆ ਹਕਾਰਾ ਚਲਣਵਾਰਾ ਹਰਿ ਰਾਮ ਨਾਮਿ ਸਮਾਇਆ ॥ Aaeiaa Hakaaraa Chalanavaaraa Har Raam Naam Samaaeiaa || आइआ हकारा चलणवारा हरि राम नामि समाइआ ॥ And when the call came for Him to depart, He merged in the Name of the Lord. ਜਗਿ ਅਮਰੁ ਅਟਲੁ ਅਤੋਲੁ ਠਾਕੁਰੁ ਭਗਤਿ ਤੇ ਹਰਿ ਪਾਇਆ ॥੧॥ Jag Amar Attal Athol Thaakur Bhagath Thae Har Paaeiaa ||1|| जगि अमरु अटलु अतोलु ठाकुरु भगति ते हरि पाइआ ॥१॥ Through devotional worship in this world, the imperishable, immovable, immeasurable Lord is found. ||1|| ਹਰਿ ਭਾਣਾ ਗੁਰ ਭਾਇਆ ਗੁਰੁ ਜਾਵੈ ਹਰਿ ਪ੍ਰਭ ਪਾਸਿ ਜੀਉ ॥ Har Bhaanaa Gur Bhaaeiaa Gur Jaavai Har Prabh Paas Jeeo || हरि भाणा गुर भाइआ गुरु जावै हरि प्रभ पासि जीउ ॥ The Guru gladly accepted the Lord's Will, and so the Guru easily reached the Lord God's Presence. ਸਤਿਗੁਰੁ ਕਰੇ ਹਰਿ ਪਹਿ ਬੇਨਤੀ ਮੇਰੀ ਪੈਜ ਰਖਹੁ ਅਰਦਾਸਿ ਜੀਉ ॥ Sathigur Karae Har Pehi Baenathee Maeree Paij Rakhahu Aradhaas Jeeo || सतिगुरु करे हरि पहि बेनती मेरी पैज रखहु अरदासि जीउ ॥ The True Guru prays to the Lord, ""Please, save my honor. This is my prayer"". ਪੈਜ ਰਾਖਹੁ ਹਰਿ ਜਨਹ ਕੇਰੀ ਹਰਿ ਦੇਹੁ ਨਾਮੁ ਨਿਰੰਜਨੋ ॥ Paij Raakhahu Har Janeh Kaeree Har Dhaehu Naam Niranjano || पैज राखहु हरि जनह केरी हरि देहु नामु निरंजनो ॥ Please save the honor of Your humble servant, O Lord; please bless him with Your Immaculate Name. ਅੰਤਿ ਚਲਦਿਆ ਹੋਇ ਬੇਲੀ ਜਮਦੂਤ ਕਾਲੁ ਨਿਖੰਜਨੋ ॥ Anth Chaladhiaa Hoe Baelee Jamadhooth Kaal Nikhanjano || अंति चलदिआ होइ बेली जमदूत कालु निखंजनो ॥ At this time of final departure, it is our only help and support; it destroys death, and the Messenger of Death. ਸਤਿਗੁਰੂ ਕੀ ਬੇਨਤੀ ਪਾਈ ਹਰਿ ਪ੍ਰਭਿ ਸੁਣੀ ਅਰਦਾਸਿ ਜੀਉ ॥ Sathiguroo Kee Baenathee Paaee Har Prabh Sunee Aradhaas Jeeo || सतिगुरू की बेनती पाई हरि प्रभि सुणी अरदासि जीउ ॥ The Lord God heard the prayer of the True Guru, and granted His request. ਹਰਿ ਧਾਰਿ ਕਿਰਪਾ ਸਤਿਗੁਰੁ ਮਿਲਾਇਆ ਧਨੁ ਧਨੁ ਕਹੈ ਸਾਬਾਸਿ ਜੀਉ ॥੨॥ Har Dhhaar Kirapaa Sathigur Milaaeiaa Dhhan Dhhan Kehai Saabaas Jeeo ||2|| हरि धारि किरपा सतिगुरु मिलाइआ धनु धनु कहै साबासि जीउ ॥२॥ The Lord showered His Mercy, and blended the True Guru with Himself; He said, ""Blessed! Blessed! Wonderful!""||2|| ਮੇਰੇ ਸਿਖ ਸੁਣਹੁ ਪੁਤ ਭਾਈਹੋ ਮੇਰੈ ਹਰਿ ਭਾਣਾ ਆਉ ਮੈ ਪਾਸਿ ਜੀਉ ॥ Maerae Sikh Sunahu Puth Bhaaeeho Maerai Har Bhaanaa Aao Mai Paas Jeeo || मेरे सिख सुणहु पुत भाईहो मेरै हरि भाणा आउ मै पासि जीउ ॥ Listen O my Sikhs, my children and Siblings of Destiny; it is my Lord's Will that I must now go to Him. ਹਰਿ ਭਾਣਾ ਗੁਰ ਭਾਇਆ ਮੇਰਾ ਹਰਿ ਪ੍ਰਭੁ ਕਰੇ ਸਾਬਾਸਿ ਜੀਉ ॥ Har Bhaanaa Gur Bhaaeiaa Maeraa Har Prabh Karae Saabaas Jeeo || हरि भाणा गुर भाइआ मेरा हरि प्रभु करे साबासि जीउ ॥ The Guru gladly accepted the Lord's Will, and my Lord God applauded Him. ਭਗਤੁ ਸਤਿਗੁਰੁ ਪੁਰਖੁ ਸੋਈ ਜਿਸੁ ਹਰਿ ਪ੍ਰਭ ਭਾਣਾ ਭਾਵਏ ॥ Bhagath Sathigur Purakh Soee Jis Har Prabh Bhaanaa Bhaaveae || भगतु सतिगुरु पुरखु सोई जिसु हरि प्रभ भाणा भावए ॥ One who is pleased with the Lord God's Will is a devotee, the True Guru, the Primal Lord. ਆਨੰਦ ਅਨਹਦ ਵਜਹਿ ਵਾਜੇ ਹਰਿ ਆਪਿ ਗਲਿ ਮੇਲਾਵਏ ॥ Aanandh Anehadh Vajehi Vaajae Har Aap Gal Maelaaveae || आनंद अनहद वजहि वाजे हरि आपि गलि मेलावए ॥ The unstruck sound current of bliss resounds and vibrates; the Lord hugs him close in His embrace. ਤੁਸੀ ਪੁਤ ਭਾਈ ਪਰਵਾਰੁ ਮੇਰਾ ਮਨਿ ਵੇਖਹੁ ਕਰਿ ਨਿਰਜਾਸਿ ਜੀਉ ॥ Thusee Puth Bhaaee Paravaar Maeraa Man Vaekhahu Kar Nirajaas Jeeo || तुसी पुत भाई परवारु मेरा मनि वेखहु करि निरजासि जीउ ॥ O my children, siblings and family, look carefully in your minds, and see. ਧੁਰਿ ਲਿਖਿਆ ਪਰਵਾਣਾ ਫਿਰੈ ਨਾਹੀ ਗੁਰੁ ਜਾਇ ਹਰਿ ਪ੍ਰਭ ਪਾਸਿ ਜੀਉ ॥੩॥ Dhhur Likhiaa Paravaanaa Firai Naahee Gur Jaae Har Prabh Paas Jeeo ||3|| धुरि लिखिआ परवाणा फिरै नाही गुरु जाइ हरि प्रभ पासि जीउ ॥३॥ The pre-ordained death warrant cannot be avoided; the Guru is going to be with the Lord God. ||3|| ਸਤਿਗੁਰਿ ਭਾਣੈ ਆਪਣੈ ਬਹਿ ਪਰਵਾਰੁ ਸਦਾਇਆ ॥ Sathigur Bhaanai Aapanai Behi Paravaar Sadhaaeiaa || सतिगुरि भाणै आपणै बहि परवारु सदाइआ ॥ The True Guru, in His Own Sweet Will, sat up and summoned His family. ਮਤ ਮੈ ਪਿਛੈ ਕੋਈ ਰੋਵਸੀ ਸੋ ਮੈ ਮੂਲਿ ਨ ਭਾਇਆ ॥ Math Mai Pishhai Koee Rovasee So Mai Mool N Bhaaeiaa || मत मै पिछै कोई रोवसी सो मै मूलि न भाइआ ॥ Let no one weep for me after I am gone. That would not please me at all. ਮਿਤੁ ਪੈਝੈ ਮਿਤੁ ਬਿਗਸੈ ਜਿਸੁ ਮਿਤ ਕੀ ਪੈਜ ਭਾਵਏ ॥ Mith Paijhai Mith Bigasai Jis Mith Kee Paij Bhaaveae || मितु पैझै मितु बिगसै जिसु मित की पैज भावए ॥ When a friend receives a robe of honor, then his friends are pleased with his honor. ਤੁਸੀ ਵੀਚਾਰਿ ਦੇਖਹੁ ਪੁਤ ਭਾਈ ਹਰਿ ਸਤਿਗੁਰੂ ਪੈਨਾਵਏ ॥ Thusee Veechaar Dhaekhahu Puth Bhaaee Har Sathiguroo Painaaveae || तुसी वीचारि देखहु पुत भाई हरि सतिगुरू पैनावए ॥ Consider this and see, O my children and siblings; the Lord has given the True Guru the robe of supreme honor. ਸਤਿਗੁਰੂ ਪਰਤਖਿ ਹੋਦੈ ਬਹਿ ਰਾਜੁ ਆਪਿ ਟਿਕਾਇਆ ॥ Sathiguroo Parathakh Hodhai Behi Raaj Aap Ttikaaeiaa || सतिगुरू परतखि होदै बहि राजु आपि टिकाइआ ॥ The True Guru Himself sat up, and appointed the successor to the Throne of Raja Yoga, the Yoga of Meditation and Success. ਸਭਿ ਸਿਖ ਬੰਧਪ ਪੁਤ ਭਾਈ ਰਾਮਦਾਸ ਪੈਰੀ ਪਾਇਆ ॥੪॥ Sabh Sikh Bandhhap Puth Bhaaee Raamadhaas Pairee Paaeiaa ||4|| सभि सिख बंधप पुत भाई रामदास पैरी पाइआ ॥४॥ All the Sikhs, relatives, children and siblings have fallen at the Feet of Guru Ram Das. ||4|| ਅੰਤੇ ਸਤਿਗੁਰੁ ਬੋਲਿਆ ਮੈ ਪਿਛੈ ਕੀਰਤਨੁ ਕਰਿਅਹੁ ਨਿਰਬਾਣੁ ਜੀਉ ॥ Anthae Sathigur Boliaa Mai Pishhai Keerathan Kariahu Nirabaan Jeeo || अंते सतिगुरु बोलिआ मै पिछै कीरतनु करिअहु निरबाणु जीउ ॥ Finally, the True Guru said, ""When I am gone, sing Kirtan in Praise of the Lord, in Nirvaanaa."" ਕੇਸੋ ਗੋਪਾਲ ਪੰਡਿਤ ਸਦਿਅਹੁ ਹਰਿ ਹਰਿ ਕਥਾ ਪੜਹਿ ਪੁਰਾਣੁ ਜੀਉ ॥ Kaeso Gopaal Panddith Sadhiahu Har Har Kathhaa Parrehi Puraan Jeeo || केसो गोपाल पंडित सदिअहु हरि हरि कथा पड़हि पुराणु जीउ ॥ Call in the long-haired scholarly Saints of the Lord, to read the sermon of the Lord, Har, Har. ਹਰਿ ਕਥਾ ਪੜੀਐ ਹਰਿ ਨਾਮੁ ਸੁਣੀਐ ਬੇਬਾਣੁ ਹਰਿ ਰੰਗੁ ਗੁਰ ਭਾਵਏ ॥ Har Kathhaa Parreeai Har Naam Suneeai Baebaan Har Rang Gur Bhaaveae || हरि कथा पड़ीऐ हरि नामु सुणीऐ बेबाणु हरि रंगु गुर भावए ॥ Read the sermon of the Lord, and listen to the Lord's Name; the Guru is pleased with love for the Lord. ਪਿੰਡੁ ਪਤਲਿ ਕਿਰਿਆ ਦੀਵਾ ਫੁਲ ਹਰਿ ਸਰਿ ਪਾਵਏ ॥ Pindd Pathal Kiriaa Dheevaa Ful Har Sar Paaveae || पिंडु पतलि किरिआ दीवा फुल हरि सरि पावए ॥ Do not bother with offering rice-balls on leaves, lighting lamps, and other rituals like floating the body out on the Ganges; instead, let my remains be given up to the Lord's Pool. ਹਰਿ ਭਾਇਆ ਸਤਿਗੁਰੁ ਬੋਲਿਆ ਹਰਿ ਮਿਲਿਆ ਪੁਰਖੁ ਸੁਜਾਣੁ ਜੀਉ ॥ Har Bhaaeiaa Sathigur Boliaa Har Miliaa Purakh Sujaan Jeeo || हरि भाइआ सतिगुरु बोलिआ हरि मिलिआ पुरखु सुजाणु जीउ ॥ The Lord was pleased as the True Guru spoke; he was blended then with the all-knowing Primal Lord God. ਰਾਮਦਾਸ ਸੋਢੀ ਤਿਲਕੁ ਦੀਆ ਗੁਰ ਸਬਦੁ ਸਚੁ ਨੀਸਾਣੁ ਜੀਉ ॥੫॥ Raamadhaas Sodtee Thilak Dheeaa Gur Sabadh Sach Neesaan Jeeo ||5|| रामदास सोढी तिलकु दीआ गुर सबदु सचु नीसाणु जीउ ॥५॥ The Guru then blessed the Sodhi Ram Das with the ceremonial tilak mark, the insignia of the True Word of the Shabad. ||5|| ਸਤਿਗੁਰੁ ਪੁਰਖੁ ਜਿ ਬੋਲਿਆ ਗੁਰਸਿਖਾ ਮੰਨਿ ਲਈ ਰਜਾਇ ਜੀਉ ॥ Sathigur Purakh J Boliaa Gurasikhaa Mann Lee Rajaae Jeeo || सतिगुरु पुरखु जि बोलिआ गुरसिखा मंनि लई रजाइ जीउ ॥ And as the True Guru, the Primal Lord spoke, and the Gursikhs obeyed His Will. ਮੋਹਰੀ ਪੁਤੁ ਸਨਮੁਖੁ ਹੋਇਆ ਰਾਮਦਾਸੈ ਪੈਰੀ ਪਾਇ ਜੀਉ ॥ Moharee Puth Sanamukh Hoeiaa Raamadhaasai Pairee Paae Jeeo || मोहरी पुतु सनमुखु होइआ रामदासै पैरी पाइ जीउ ॥ His son Mohri turned sunmukh, and become obedient to Him; he bowed, and touched Ram Das' feet. ਸਭ ਪਵੈ ਪੈਰੀ ਸਤਿਗੁਰੂ ਕੇਰੀ ਜਿਥੈ ਗੁਰੂ ਆਪੁ ਰਖਿਆ ॥ Sabh Pavai Pairee Sathiguroo Kaeree Jithhai Guroo Aap Rakhiaa || सभ पवै पैरी सतिगुरू केरी जिथै गुरू आपु रखिआ ॥ Then, everyone bowed and touched the feet of Ram Das, into whom the Guru infused His essence. ਕੋਈ ਕਰਿ ਬਖੀਲੀ ਨਿਵੈ ਨਾਹੀ ਫਿਰਿ ਸਤਿਗੁਰੂ ਆਣਿ ਨਿਵਾਇਆ ॥ Koee Kar Bakheelee Nivai Naahee Fir Sathiguroo Aan Nivaaeiaa || कोई करि बखीली निवै नाही फिरि सतिगुरू आणि निवाइआ ॥ And any that did not bow then because of envy - later, the True Guru brought them around to bow in humility. ਹਰਿ ਗੁਰਹਿ ਭਾਣਾ ਦੀਈ ਵਡਿਆਈ ਧੁਰਿ ਲਿਖਿਆ ਲੇਖੁ ਰਜਾਇ ਜੀਉ ॥ Har Gurehi Bhaanaa Dheeee Vaddiaaee Dhhur Likhiaa Laekh Rajaae Jeeo || हरि गुरहि भाणा दीई वडिआई धुरि लिखिआ लेखु रजाइ जीउ ॥ It pleased the Guru, the Lord, to bestow glorious greatness upon Him; such was the pre-ordained destiny of the Lord's Will. ਕਹੈ ਸੁੰਦਰੁ ਸੁਣਹੁ ਸੰਤਹੁ ਸਭੁ ਜਗਤੁ ਪੈਰੀ ਪਾਇ ਜੀਉ ॥੬॥੧॥ Kehai Sundhar Sunahu Santhahu Sabh Jagath Pairee Paae Jeeo ||6||1|| कहै सुंदरु सुणहु संतहु सभु जगतु पैरी पाइ जीउ ॥६॥१॥ Says Sundar, listen, O Saints: all the world fell at His feet. ||6||1||

Thanks veer ji

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh Daas was thinking for a few days now about if someone on this forum site has had any experience with there soul leaving the body and travelling whilst sitting in samadhi with eyes closed. Daas read in Sant Baba Harnam Singh Ji Rampurkhera Wale jeevani that it can happen as Baba Ji were a puran mahapursh. As Daas has seen topics written on Anhad Shabad,Dasam Daur etc it would be interesting to mention this as real life experience would be great to hear like fellow site veers as @DeNiro @Lucky @Sat1176 @ragnarok Here is a mention of the two saakhis about Baba Ji of how they travelled with their aatma soul and a list of books mentioned where a yogi is mentioned who actually did vist a city whilst sitting in samadhi. Also Bhai Sahib Bhai Veer Singh Ji wrote in Uchay Khandaan De Kautak” (Miracles of higher dimensions), Pyaray da Pyara (Lover’s lover) and Raja Shiv Nabh Singh about these happenings. Paramahansa Yogananda Autobiography of a Yogi https://www.amazon.co.uk/Autobiography-Yogi-Reprint-Philosophical-Library/dp/1565892127/ref=mp_s_a_1_1?keywords=paramhansa+yogananda+autobiography&qid=1564681728&s=gateway&sprefix=Paramhansa+Yogananada&sr=8-1 http://www.sikhnet.com/audio/soul-traveled-save-devotee-033

Thanks bhen ji

I do apologise its just because of my migraines headaces that i sometimes feel low and i jump to these ideas.

I hope so bhen ji i just made a mistake when i wrote that message as i do make mistakes quite often lol. Its good though if veer ji has got avastha and i didn't mean to upset or offend anyone on here by writting what i wrote.

Veer ji hope you don't mind me saying this as this sounds like a early stages of depression. I am saying this because its sounds like a build up of stress or maybe its just a change you could be facing due to weather and other issues. I will send you a private message veer ji.

Veer ji how long has it been since you are feeling like this ? How is your sleep like before and now ? How is your appetite like since you have noticed this change ? It could be veer ji a build up of stress or maybe a change of weather but send me a private message if you want to discuss more about this.