Sehaj

Online Sangat on here is good to have, discussions and talking about gurbani is good. Above all, read gurbani, and believe the Gurus. The world/ humans and even spirits will try and sell you rubbish once you step onto this path. The True Bhagats don’t buy or believe it. They only believe the Guru. 

Wjkk wjkf bhen ji
 
Sorry for the late reply as dass just read your post today.
 
What you can do is keep doing ardas satguru will do kirpa one day its not easy but you will get there.
 
Here is a quick search on the subject i did
http://kam1825.podbean.com/e/can-someone-take-amrit-without-their-partner/
 
 

Pen Jee,
I am going to answer your points in "black" above.
* The real Amrit is got within,by the constant jaap of His Name, which washes away all our karmas and thus make us free from maya and we get merged into Waheguru.
* The 2 souls joining in marriage is not spiritual but at a physical level to settle our karmic acconts, our True husband is Waheguru Himself, and to Him we have to please by chanting His Name, then as a Father, as an Husband, He will give us shelter at His Lotus feet, it is to Him for whom we have to look for and please Him, He alone is pure, true and perfect. 
* Do not expect the world to do anything good, if you have realized that you have to do His bhakti, do it by yourself, He Himself will pull you, that is it.
Fulfil your duties as mother, as a wife, as a worker, whichever field it maybe, just give the world what it needs from you, then give the remaining time, mind, heart and soul to our True Sachay Patshah, Waheguru, the source of all comfort and bliss.
By attaching ourselves to His Lotus Feet through meditation, can we ever be at peace with ourselves for once and all.

@HisServant Waheguru Ji this is amazing. Do you have children? I always wonder how one remains being a solid and loving parent to younger children in particular, when reaching this stage?

This is a excellent question that dass never has thought about before. One way method that could be be used is to spoil or encourage the child/kids with toys or sweet to do paath simran etc.  
Baba Fareed Ji’s mother, Bibi Mariam is the best example for which dass will add more info about their jeevan.
 
Here is a quick search dass did on youtube by our late veer bhai jugraj singh ji