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Hi veer ji here listen to this by Sant Gurbachan Singh Ji 
291ThreeTypesofSnakesandPeople.mp3

I am glad i could help and also keep a time on sunset and make sure it is read before it. Best of luck !!

Listen at 14:45 onwards about Chandi Di Vaar and Brahm Kavach. How they work pratically. 
 
 

I don’t know if I should be posting here but after reading all the posts it seems like ur crazy about blondes maybe coz of white skin or what.. but I think no one should look at the outer/physical appearances because that’s actually not our true identity.. anyways ur story is sooo similar to   One of My friend’s boyfriend’s frnd.. he also had these urges and all.. he use to do the same thing after doing everything he’ll be like oh I feel ashamed, i feel nasty.. I feel like people should throw shoes at me this and that.. and he was married as well.. but the good thing is that u want to get over it.. there are some people who don’t even think about u know getting any better..  but all u can do is control urself. Yes it is hard but that’s what we are told by our guru’s to fight each and everyday like a battle with our enemies and our enemies are lust, anger, greed, attachment and pride.. and trust me after little hard work you will be so grateful to god. And the only way u can win ur battle is by doing simran, seva and everything you’ve been told to do by other members.. I can suggest one more thing always keep waheguru in ur mind. Like never forget him not even for a sec.. when u have this thought in ur mind whatever I do my waheguru is always watching me thn That might help in controlling urself.. good luck brother and I’m sry if I said anything wrong. 

Thats ok i am glad i could help 

Waheguru amazing Dhan Guru Nanak !!

Bhen Ji don't be disheartend listen to this katha clip at 50:50 onwards. I was suprised myself. 
http://www.gurbaniupdesh.org/multimedia/04-Katha/13-Giani Thakur Singh Ji (Patiala Wale)/Katha Special Events/Barsi Sant Kishan Singh Ji-Rara Sahib Wale.mp3

Thank u so much for this.. 

Bhen Ji don't be disheartend listen to this katha clip at 50:50 onwards. I was suprised myself. 
http://www.gurbaniupdesh.org/multimedia/04-Katha/13-Giani Thakur Singh Ji (Patiala Wale)/Katha Special Events/Barsi Sant Kishan Singh Ji-Rara Sahib Wale.mp3

ਦੌਰ - Tour
 
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Have one for Nindak. There is a few on here who have earned that label.

Thank God this is just thoughts at the moment and nothing partical has been done. It is really scary listening to this.

Yes Bhen Ji it is fine to jaap at night. I myself do jaap of it when i can. It has no time restrictions. Here is the link which was posted earlier
 
 

Nice i like it

Waheguru Dhan Mahapurash Ji

Veer listen to these katha recordings about what your desires will lead you to.
 
 
 

Very nice

In the katha below, Gyani Harbhajan Singh jee Dhudikey narrates an anecdote from the life of Prithu Raja from the Puranas (Hindu scriptures). Prithu raja decided that people should continue working at night. For this purpose, he made a chariot and launched it into space. This chariot used to shine like sun, during night time, ensuring people will continue working. Surya devta (Sun Demi-God) destroyed this chariot. Then, he made another bigger one. Please listen to the katha for more details. This tale will illustrate the importance of a basic human right mentioned in a Puran.
Please start listening at 36:00 min:
http://www.gurmatveechar.com/audios/Katha/02_Present_Day_Katha/Giani_Harbhajan_Singh_Dhudikey_(Vidyarthi_Sampardai_Bhindra)/Sri_Dasam_Guru_Granth_Sahib_Ji_Katha/10_Brahma_Avtar_Katha/Giani.Harbhajan.Singh.Dhudhikey.(Vidyarthi.Sampardai.Bhindra)--337.-.Brahma.Avtar.Katha.06.mp3
 
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Please listen to Gyani Inderjeet Singh jee Raqbewale, comparing a greedy person with a rabid dog.
Please start listening after 13:10 min:
http://www.gurmatveechar.com/audios/Katha/02_Present_Day_Katha/Sant_Giani_Inderjeet_Singh_(Raqbe_wale)/Sri_Gurpartap_Sooraj_Parkash_Katha/05_Sri_Guru_Arjan_Dev_Ji/Giani.Inderjeet.Singh.(Raqbe.wale)--Sooraj.Parkash.Katha.-.Ras.03.Adhyai.31.-.Shri.Hargobind.Ji.Parnay.Baithae.-.1994-10-18.mp3
 
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In this tale, there are two important things to focus on.
Firstly, the person is an arrogant individual who is not improving, despite the advises of a Saint. It is his "arrogant" attitude, which becomes a cause for his reincarnation as a Fawn. Arrogance is a manifestation of one's ego and all forms/manifestations of ego will eventually be punished by the divine law. Secondly, Sant Baba Nand Singh jee was a Gurmukh Brahamgyani. As per Gurbani, we must follow the commandments of Saints as they try to assist us in our spiritual journey. If this individual could not follow Babajee's hukams, he should have left Baba jee, but he stayed and was disobedient. Daas would like to take a positive from this tale. Despite of him reincarnating as a Fawn, he still attained liberation. The Sadh Sangat which he did, helped him cross the worldly ocean.
 
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I had a pretty cool experience yesterday that I thought I'd share. I was sitting on a bench in my school's library. It was around 9:50 am and I needed to kill time until 11. Saas Saas was automatically going so I just started following it and focusing on the internal jaap. I started to hear my heartbeat as the mind was getting quieter and then the jaap started to transition to the heartbeat. Eventually, the focus got so strong that I would get absorbed into the jaap, thoughts would stop and I lost awareness of everything around me. Then moments would come where my curiosity would notice what's happening and everything would stop and I'd go back to saas saas. At one point I was absorbed in the heartbeat and it felt like someone lightly punched me around the navel area (this was the only time something other than thoughts caused my focus to break). The focus on the heartbeat was on and off until eventually, it got so strong that I completely knocked out. I woke up around 11:15 feeling so much peace and mental stability.  
I remember someone posted an analogy where they said the power from baikhri bani is like 1 unit, madhma 100 units, pasanti 1000 units etc. I never understood this but after what happened yesterday I think I know what they meant. 
 
 

Thanks for the info, Singh saab.

The full audiobook is avilable if anyone wants to listen in punjabi
http://sikhaudiobooks.com/audiobooks/anhad-shabad-dasam-duar.html