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The first step is to live in Nirboah and Nirvair. Recognize and naturally in sehaj accept that He’s everyone, everything, everywhere. There’s nothing He doesn’t power, He’s All pervading. So we Never Fear Anything or Anyone and become All Loving, for it’s All Him/ Truth.  

The first step is to live in Nirboah and Nirvair. Recognize and naturally in sehaj accept that He’s everyone, everything, everywhere. There’s nothing He doesn’t power, He’s All pervading. So we Never Fear Anything or Anyone and become All Loving, for it’s All Him/ Truth.  

This thread is more than just experiences. It is a more like a dairy that documents our journey to understand simran, the inner journey and what we are learning and experiencing along they way by a number of individuals. The posts contain subtle hints that may help someone in the future.
We might not have all the answers today but as I see in my own journey things I read 10+ years ago are presenting themselves again via different channels. There is some hidden truth out there which I don’t fully understand yet but I hope I am making slow progress in the right direction. 
 

Sometimes. When your soul has been cleaned with the simran and applying gurbani to your life, You can start having a lot of these experiences. You’re shown how to navigate the khel, perhaps for a time when you’ll need to. A lot of people have this who don’t do bhagti aswell. Which is why spiritual experiences like these are not always indicative of progress. However there are experiences which show and reassure you that you’re on the right path and to keep going. Also messages are given in your dreams and experiences like these sometimes. 
 
Blind faith, is the best type of faith. Then one doesn’t need these experiences. That’s when the real test begins. The astral and third world (earth) are projections, symbolic reflections of the Nothingness, where there is no color, form etc, the silence from which we are all derived. 
 
Don’t get caught up with experiences for Truth is beyond image, form, color, gender, caste, the material etc. 

Yes, you can only experience it, and it’s beyond logic. Hence we apply the gyan and learn as we move on the never ending path. 

The thing is, that God gives us guidance in our dreams and waking life as visions, messages etc. So respect them. But I know a Brahmgyani who lived a few years in blind faith, and hasn’t fallen. Very rare as many of us use visions to believe and accept gyan. Blind faith is applying and practicing gurbani without the need for visions etc. It shows that true love isn’t dependent on anything, it’s just Love. You feel it, you don’t need to see it or be attached to an image for it. 
 
Someone on here had a good point in that, were here to experience Life living in the 3rd energy.. the astral realm is there when we die. The lessons we learn here can be so profound. On earth, you can realise that the realms, this world, are false. It is a dream and an illusion. We live a story. You realise there is Only Truth, which existed before image and will continue to exist. This is partly how you come to realise Oneness of all things and beings. To accept in humility, that there’s only Truth. There’s only True Love. You live your story, but you’re not attached to the highs and lows, realising it all to just be Him/ Truth. 

The thing is, that God gives us guidance in our dreams and waking life as visions, messages etc. So respect them. But I know a Brahmgyani who lived a few years in blind faith, and hasn’t fallen. Very rare as many of us use visions to believe and accept gyan. Blind faith is applying and practicing gurbani without the need for visions etc. It shows that true love isn’t dependent on anything, it’s just Love. You feel it, you don’t need to see it or be attached to an image for it. 
 
Someone on here had a good point in that, were here to experience Life living in the 3rd energy.. the astral realm is there when we die. The lessons we learn here can be so profound. On earth, you can realise that the realms, this world, are false. It is a dream and an illusion. We live a story. You realise there is Only Truth, which existed before image and will continue to exist. This is partly how you come to realise Oneness of all things and beings. To accept in humility, that there’s only Truth. There’s only True Love. You live your story, but you’re not attached to the highs and lows, realising it all to just be Him/ Truth. 

Sometimes. When your soul has been cleaned with the simran and applying gurbani to your life, You can start having a lot of these experiences. You’re shown how to navigate the khel, perhaps for a time when you’ll need to. A lot of people have this who don’t do bhagti aswell. Which is why spiritual experiences like these are not always indicative of progress. However there are experiences which show and reassure you that you’re on the right path and to keep going. Also messages are given in your dreams and experiences like these sometimes. 
 
Blind faith, is the best type of faith. Then one doesn’t need these experiences. That’s when the real test begins. The astral and third world (earth) are projections, symbolic reflections of the Nothingness, where there is no color, form etc, the silence from which we are all derived. 
 
Don’t get caught up with experiences for Truth is beyond image, form, color, gender, caste, the material etc. 

Agreed. Although God created us out of pure unconditional Love, to discover what He did in a fraction of the time. For He himself sat in the primal void for many ages in deep contemplation of Himself. 
 
Truth is a Pure Unconditional Love. 

Truthseeker, my explanation above is based entirely on Gurbani alone... not what some babas or "some" unnamed Gurmukh said. It is applying what is exactly being said in Gurbani, with some comparisons to science. I think I have explained how all are God and God is ALL successfully so you can understand. And also how God never takes birth or dies, but also how some of the 'characters' played by God in this dream can become fully awakened within the dream and essentially become "God conscious" (like the Gurus...but also others as Brahmgyanis have attained this). If you have any questions on specific concepts I mentioned above, I can try to explain further.

The Abrahamic concept does not fit in Sikhi because God is not something separate from Creation. Some of the explanations given by others on here seem to lean towards the Abrahamic concept where God is something separate and we are impure, dirty etc. and can never understand or become attuned to God. This is wrong thinking and perpetuates hoplessness and actually drives one away from the reason we are here. The whole point of Sikhi and this human life, is to awaken to our true identity and learn the underlying truth to reality which we are told unequivocally is within ourselves. We are told this human form is rare, and that by reaching here THIS IS OUR CHANCE HERE AND NOW, to realize God!!! Not some future promise in a distant future incarnation etc. HERE AND NOW. And that we should not waste this chance. By thinking we are too dirty too impure, etc we are telling ourselves we can never attain this goal... and so most never do. Instead, we should focus... ask ourselves every day what we can do to improve, do simran regularly, contemplate Gurbani FOR OURSELVES (and not just accept what some baba said) because this is OUR OWN chance, someone else can not do the work for us. We have to realize the truth on our own. Though we ARE given the tools... Gurbani is there for us to read and contemplate ourselves.

I hope this makes sense??

Truthseeker... this is best how I can explain it:

Everything we know to be real physically is illusion. Space, and even time are constructs. The Ultimate underlying reality is formless (no space) and unchanging (no time). Hard to picture right? Not if you look at quantum physics which states that everything really IS illusion. If you peer deeper and deeper into reality you will see that matter really is not solid. The tiny particles that exist beyond the subatomic level, behave strangely and electrons specifically, actually pop into and out of existence based on whether or not there is a conscious observer (google measurement problem / double slit experiment) Now, EVERY single atom is made of electrons. Now, everything in existence is made up of electrons as part of the atoms which make up elements etc... this is profound because scientists can not explain it. Why an electron ceases to be ' matter' and behaves as a wave (which on its own is not anything substantial, but is merely energy passing through a medium of some sort. This tells us that reality is not how we perceive it with our physical senses. And even more profound is that even our physical brains are made up of these same particles! Therefore consciousness must exist beyond the physical (or else there would be no conscious 'observer' to make the electrons come into existence which make up our brains!)

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ਜਹ ਦੇਖਾ ਤਹ ਰਵਿ ਰਹੇ ਸਿਵ ਸਕਤੀ ਕਾ ਮੇਲੁ ॥
Jah ḏekẖā ṯah rav rahe siv sakṯī kā mel.
Wherever I look, I see the Lord pervading there, in the union of Shiva and Shakti, of consciousness and matter.

So at the base level of existence exists consciousness and ONLY consciousness. Are we finally through science peering at Creator?? At this level all is unchanging. Think about it. Every electron is identical... every quark is identical, and yet somehow they come together to create all these vast different animals, plants, minerals, humans... it doesnt make sense logically because say if you stack a bunch of ping pong balls, they will always be just a stack of pingpong balls right? Something must be affecting everything at that base level and since matter does not exist without a conscious observer, it must be pure consciousness.

So if consciousness is not created by matter, and is not matter itself, and it exists outside of physical reality then what is it? Science again can give us a bit of a clue in that everything in the Universe is coordinated by frequency / vibration. Light is frequency, sound is frequency, radiation is frequency, electromagnetism is frequency (this is the force that holds atoms together) etc. Consciousness itself can be measured as purely frequencies by EEG.

SGGSJ too tells us about frequency and vibration and refers to celestial sound currents. Its no wonder that we are told that when we detune from this world, we can hear these vibrations / sound currents.

So basically all of existence is non-physical. Its formless, and absolute. There is no time no space just pure frequency. This pure frequency IS consciousness itself. And there is only ONE.

Okay so what is creation then? A thought? A dream?


ਭਭਾ ਭਰਮੁ ਮਿਟਾਵਹੁ ਅਪਨਾ ॥
Bẖabẖā bẖaram mitāvhu apnā.
BHABHA: Cast out your doubt and delusion -

ਇਆ ਸੰਸਾਰੁ ਸਗਲ ਹੈ ਸੁਪਨਾ ॥
I▫ā sansār sagal hai supnā.
this world is just a dream.

So, there is ONE Consciousness, and it's dreaming or thinking this reality into existence. Inside the dream, there is time and space (think about when you dream at night.... how can you say how much 'space' your dreamworld takes up? You can't because in reality its only frequency of your thoughts. In your dreams, there are different characters right? Some seem to interact separately from you... but are they really separate? Or are ALL the dream characters really created by your own thoughts? Imagine in your dream you are chased by a monster... is that monster some separate entity? Or is it still part of you and being controlled by your own consciousness (or subconscious)?? All the good and all the bad that happen within your dreams are still ALL YOU.

Now... the kicker... rembering that this world is ALSO just a dream. And there was only ever ONE consciousness... then WHO really is the dreamer?? Or are you just the little dreamer within the BIG dream?? Remember that we have peered into quantum level and this reality is also not the solid matter we think it is! IT TOO is merely frequency!!! And consciousness creates the construct that we experience.

So can you understand now, how ALL of the characters are really ONE Creator playing all of them? And also how a dream would evolve over time? We know the Universe is expanding right? What is it expanding into? What lies beyond? This dilemma ceases to exist when you realize that the Universe is the dream, and dreams do not take up any space at all since they are merely thoughts. As the dreamer continues to dream, the dreamworld gets larger, and expands.... think again of your own dreams. You start on a road and then you drive down that road, and the construct gets larger as your mind creates more and more dreamworld.

Now to reincarnation... the question of life after death is moot really. Classical idea of reincarnation doesnt make sense... but when you look at it as that the nonphysical consciousness is evolving and becoming self aware, then it makes sense. It's a constant process of continually unfolding consciousness and awareness. Since we are all part of that consciousness, and these bodies are just shells... just dream characters, then the only real true consciousness is that of Waheguru Ji. And there is no separateness... there never was. It's just an illusion of separateness.

At some point you will have played the part of every character that has ever lived or ever will live. In fact you have already done this!
Because in actuality they are all really the same ONE actor. You/I/We have just forgotten who we really are.

So why did the Creator cause itself to become lost in this dreamworld as many separate characters who have forgotten who they really are? Because its the only way it can contemplate itself (because from the vantage point of ONEness it knows nothing else)

It has been said that reality is the act of the ONE Creator, subjectively experiencing itself through its own creation. A process of unfolding consciousness... the Universe itself is becoming self aware.

I could post many Gurbani tuks to support all of the above, however its already a long read... LOL. You can find them yourself!

Sometimes. When your soul has been cleaned with the simran and applying gurbani to your life, You can start having a lot of these experiences. You’re shown how to navigate the khel, perhaps for a time when you’ll need to. A lot of people have this who don’t do bhagti aswell. Which is why spiritual experiences like these are not always indicative of progress. However there are experiences which show and reassure you that you’re on the right path and to keep going. Also messages are given in your dreams and experiences like these sometimes. 
 
Blind faith, is the best type of faith. Then one doesn’t need these experiences. That’s when the real test begins. The astral and third world (earth) are projections, symbolic reflections of the Nothingness, where there is no color, form etc, the silence from which we are all derived. 
 
Don’t get caught up with experiences for Truth is beyond image, form, color, gender, caste, the material etc. 

Child sex abuse is also rampant among many politicians and the elite, it has been for decades. Many cases are covered up because of the apparent high societal standing of the perpetrators. Mentally ill people who should be brought to justice but go free. It’s bad. 

Good for you. I imagine my astral body as a cheetah, fearless. These animals don’t care, they’ll attack and kill an animal three times their size without thinking. Fear is an Illusion. It isn’t real. And the Creator doesn’t fear His creation. It exists because of His Light, he powers the sun, moon, creates the playground these astral beings walk in. They can’t exist without Him, their really just His Jyot, as we all are, 
Keep going. You’re evolving. Talk to God whenever, he hears every prayer no matter how quiet, and He’s always there. You’ll fall in love with Him in the Dukh and the Sukh. God bless you.
Try picturing Guru Nanak, look into his eyes and talk to him. 

Veer ji you can try to do kirtain sohila 5 times as i heard in katha its supposed to keep protection for 24 hours i heard. You can also add this shabad in your nitnem as its raam kavach along with brahm kavach.
Here is the full shabad
ਗੋਂਡ ਮਹਲਾ ੫ ॥
Gonadd Mehalaa 5 ||
Gond, Fifth Mehl:
ਗੋਂਡ (ਮਃ ੫) ਗੁਰੂ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ ਸਾਹਿਬ ਅੰਗ ੮੬੮
ਜਾ ਕਉ ਰਾਖੈ ਰਾਖਣਹਾਰੁ ॥
Jaa Ko Raakhai Raakhanehaar ||
One who is protected by the Protector Lord
ਗੋਂਡ (ਮਃ ੫) (੨੦) ੧:੧ - ਗੁਰੂ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ ਸਾਹਿਬ : ਅੰਗ ੮੬੮ ਪੰ. ੬
Raag Gond Guru Arjan Dev
ਤਿਸ ਕਾ ਅੰਗੁ ਕਰੇ ਨਿਰੰਕਾਰੁ ॥੧॥ ਰਹਾਉ ॥
This Kaa Ang Karae Nirankaar ||1|| Rehaao ||
- the Formless Lord is on his side. ||1||Pause||
ਗੋਂਡ (ਮਃ ੫) (੨੦) ੧:੨ - ਗੁਰੂ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ ਸਾਹਿਬ : ਅੰਗ ੮੬੮ ਪੰ. ੭
Raag Gond Guru Arjan Dev
ਮਾਤ ਗਰਭ ਮਹਿ ਅਗਨਿ ਨ ਜੋਹੈ ॥
Maath Garabh Mehi Agan N Johai ||
In the mother's womb, the fire does not touch him.
ਗੋਂਡ (ਮਃ ੫) (੨੦) ੧:੧ - ਗੁਰੂ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ ਸਾਹਿਬ : ਅੰਗ ੮੬੮ ਪੰ. ੭
Raag Gond Guru Arjan Dev
ਕਾਮੁ ਕ੍ਰੋਧੁ ਲੋਭੁ ਮੋਹੁ ਨ ਪੋਹੈ ॥
Kaam Krodhh Lobh Mohu N Pohai ||
Sexual desire, anger, greed and emotional attachment do not affect him.
ਗੋਂਡ (ਮਃ ੫) (੨੦) ੧:੨ - ਗੁਰੂ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ ਸਾਹਿਬ : ਅੰਗ ੮੬੮ ਪੰ. ੭
Raag Gond Guru Arjan Dev
ਸਾਧਸੰਗਿ ਜਪੈ ਨਿਰੰਕਾਰੁ ॥
Saadhhasang Japai Nirankaar ||
In the Saadh Sangat, the Company of the Holy, he meditates on the Formless Lord.
ਗੋਂਡ (ਮਃ ੫) (੨੦) ੧:੩ - ਗੁਰੂ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ ਸਾਹਿਬ : ਅੰਗ ੮੬੮ ਪੰ. ੮
Raag Gond Guru Arjan Dev
ਨਿੰਦਕ ਕੈ ਮੁਹਿ ਲਾਗੈ ਛਾਰੁ ॥੧॥
Nindhak Kai Muhi Laagai Shhaar ||1||
Dust is thrown into the faces of the slanderers. ||1||
ਗੋਂਡ (ਮਃ ੫) (੨੦) ੧:੪ - ਗੁਰੂ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ ਸਾਹਿਬ : ਅੰਗ ੮੬੮ ਪੰ. ੮
Raag Gond Guru Arjan Dev
ਰਾਮ ਕਵਚੁ ਦਾਸ ਕਾ ਸੰਨਾਹੁ ॥
Raam Kavach Dhaas Kaa Sannaahu ||
The Lord's protective spell is the armor of His slave.
ਗੋਂਡ (ਮਃ ੫) (੨੦) ੨:੧ - ਗੁਰੂ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ ਸਾਹਿਬ : ਅੰਗ ੮੬੮ ਪੰ. ੮
Raag Gond Guru Arjan Dev
ਦੂਤ ਦੁਸਟ ਤਿਸੁ ਪੋਹਤ ਨਾਹਿ ॥
Dhooth Dhusatt This Pohath Naahi ||
The wicked, evil demons cannot even touch him.
ਗੋਂਡ (ਮਃ ੫) (੨੦) ੨:੨ - ਗੁਰੂ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ ਸਾਹਿਬ : ਅੰਗ ੮੬੮ ਪੰ. ੯
Raag Gond Guru Arjan Dev
ਜੋ ਜੋ ਗਰਬੁ ਕਰੇ ਸੋ ਜਾਇ ॥
Jo Jo Garab Karae So Jaae ||
Whoever indulges in egotistical pride, shall waste away to ruin.
ਗੋਂਡ (ਮਃ ੫) (੨੦) ੨:੩ - ਗੁਰੂ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ ਸਾਹਿਬ : ਅੰਗ ੮੬੮ ਪੰ. ੯
Raag Gond Guru Arjan Dev
ਗਰੀਬ ਦਾਸ ਕੀ ਪ੍ਰਭੁ ਸਰਣਾਇ ॥੨॥
Gareeb Dhaas Kee Prabh Saranaae ||2||
God is the Sanctuary of His humble slave. ||2||
ਗੋਂਡ (ਮਃ ੫) (੨੦) ੨:੪ - ਗੁਰੂ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ ਸਾਹਿਬ : ਅੰਗ ੮੬੮ ਪੰ. ੯
Raag Gond Guru Arjan Dev
ਜੋ ਜੋ ਸਰਣਿ ਪਇਆ ਹਰਿ ਰਾਇ ॥
Jo Jo Saran Paeiaa Har Raae ||
Whoever enters the Sanctuary of the Sovereign Lord
ਗੋਂਡ (ਮਃ ੫) (੨੦) ੩:੧ - ਗੁਰੂ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ ਸਾਹਿਬ : ਅੰਗ ੮੬੮ ਪੰ. ੧੦
Raag Gond Guru Arjan Dev
ਸੋ ਦਾਸੁ ਰਖਿਆ ਅਪਣੈ ਕੰਠਿ ਲਾਇ ॥
So Dhaas Rakhiaa Apanai Kanth Laae ||
- He saves that slave, hugging him close in His embrace.
ਗੋਂਡ (ਮਃ ੫) (੨੦) ੩:੨ - ਗੁਰੂ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ ਸਾਹਿਬ : ਅੰਗ ੮੬੮ ਪੰ. ੧੦
Raag Gond Guru Arjan Dev
ਜੇ ਕੋ ਬਹੁਤੁ ਕਰੇ ਅਹੰਕਾਰੁ ॥
Jae Ko Bahuth Karae Ahankaar ||
Whoever takes great pride in himself,
ਗੋਂਡ (ਮਃ ੫) (੨੦) ੩:੩ - ਗੁਰੂ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ ਸਾਹਿਬ : ਅੰਗ ੮੬੮ ਪੰ. ੧੦
Raag Gond Guru Arjan Dev
ਓਹੁ ਖਿਨ ਮਹਿ ਰੁਲਤਾ ਖਾਕੂ ਨਾਲਿ ॥੩॥
Ouhu Khin Mehi Rulathaa Khaakoo Naal ||3||
In an instant, shall be like dust mixing with dust. ||3||
ਗੋਂਡ (ਮਃ ੫) (੨੦) ੩:੪ - ਗੁਰੂ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ ਸਾਹਿਬ : ਅੰਗ ੮੬੮ ਪੰ. ੧੧
Raag Gond Guru Arjan Dev
ਹੈ ਭੀ ਸਾਚਾ ਹੋਵਣਹਾਰੁ ॥
Hai Bhee Saachaa Hovanehaar ||
The True Lord is, and shall always be.
ਗੋਂਡ (ਮਃ ੫) (੨੦) ੪:੧ - ਗੁਰੂ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ ਸਾਹਿਬ : ਅੰਗ ੮੬੮ ਪੰ. ੧੧
Raag Gond Guru Arjan Dev
ਸਦਾ ਸਦਾ ਜਾਈ ਬਲਿਹਾਰ ॥
Sadhaa Sadhaa Jaaeanaee Balihaar ||
Forever and ever, I am a sacrifice to Him.
ਗੋਂਡ (ਮਃ ੫) (੨੦) ੪:੨ - ਗੁਰੂ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ ਸਾਹਿਬ : ਅੰਗ ੮੬੮ ਪੰ. ੧੧
Raag Gond Guru Arjan Dev
ਅਪਣੇ ਦਾਸ ਰਖੇ ਕਿਰਪਾ ਧਾਰਿ ॥
Apanae Dhaas Rakhae Kirapaa Dhhaar ||
Granting His Mercy, He saves His slaves.
ਗੋਂਡ (ਮਃ ੫) (੨੦) ੪:੩ - ਗੁਰੂ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ ਸਾਹਿਬ : ਅੰਗ ੮੬੮ ਪੰ. ੧੨
Raag Gond Guru Arjan Dev
ਨਾਨਕ ਕੇ ਪ੍ਰਭ ਪ੍ਰਾਣ ਅਧਾਰ ॥੪॥੧੮॥੨੦॥
Naanak Kae Prabh Praan Adhhaar ||4||18||20||
God is the Support of Nanak's breath of life. ||4||18||20||
ਗੋਂਡ (ਮਃ ੫) (੨੦) ੪:੪ - ਗੁਰੂ ਗ੍ਰੰਥ ਸਾਹਿਬ : ਅੰਗ ੮੬੮ ਪੰ. ੧੨
Raag Gond Guru Arjan Dev

Good for you. I imagine my astral body as a cheetah, fearless. These animals don’t care, they’ll attack and kill an animal three times their size without thinking. Fear is an Illusion. It isn’t real. And the Creator doesn’t fear His creation. It exists because of His Light, he powers the sun, moon, creates the playground these astral beings walk in. They can’t exist without Him, their really just His Jyot, as we all are, 
Keep going. You’re evolving. Talk to God whenever, he hears every prayer no matter how quiet, and He’s always there. You’ll fall in love with Him in the Dukh and the Sukh. God bless you.
Try picturing Guru Nanak, look into his eyes and talk to him. 

You’ll be okay, relax. All happens with His Kirpa. Just believe the Guru and walk the straight and narrow path with courage. God Bless You

You don’t wish you saw it. But make yourself immune, train yourself that no matter how scary looking a demon rising from the dust may be, you’ll not be afraid and recognize it for what it is. Yes, f them. Ive seen a lot of them, and not a single one is able to override the power of Truth. Once, one was coming and I sat down, laughed and said, oh God I know it’s just you in disguise. And the white light came and I was fine.
Gods is everyone everything everywhere, every situation, so don’t fall for the BS, don’t sink into it mentally, relax, be at peace and stop the chatter in your head. You sound serious about moving forward on the path of Love, maybe He’s seen that and helping you to become stronger and who you’re meant to be. 

You don’t wish you saw it. But make yourself immune, train yourself that no matter how scary looking a demon rising from the dust may be, you’ll not be afraid and recognize it for what it is. Yes, f them. Ive seen a lot of them, and not a single one is able to override the power of Truth. Once, one was coming and I sat down, laughed and said, oh God I know it’s just you in disguise. And the white light came and I was fine.
Gods is everyone everything everywhere, every situation, so don’t fall for the BS, don’t sink into it mentally, relax, be at peace and stop the chatter in your head. You sound serious about moving forward on the path of Love, maybe He’s seen that and helping you to become stronger and who you’re meant to be. 

When u rise it’s normal. Even if you see one in real life, don’t be scared. Recognize it’s illusory form, it’s just God. Don’t fall for the BS. A Gurmukhi sees through the khel and hence lives in peace. Don’t lose heart and keep going and rising. This will make you stronger. Even when He beats us, it’s to make us get up fight and get stronger. 
If you want to, fire up an image of your astral body as a lion, and bite its darn head off like a boss. 

You don’t wish you saw it. But make yourself immune, train yourself that no matter how scary looking a demon rising from the dust may be, you’ll not be afraid and recognize it for what it is. Yes, f them. Ive seen a lot of them, and not a single one is able to override the power of Truth. Once, one was coming and I sat down, laughed and said, oh God I know it’s just you in disguise. And the white light came and I was fine.
Gods is everyone everything everywhere, every situation, so don’t fall for the BS, don’t sink into it mentally, relax, be at peace and stop the chatter in your head. You sound serious about moving forward on the path of Love, maybe He’s seen that and helping you to become stronger and who you’re meant to be. 

No I didn't do anything. I had bad habits related to lust from young age, but now I don't even think a single bad a low level thought ever, but it seems my mind or these demons just attack at night, when my conscious mind is off. Srsly F them. It's really demotivating and hard to get up again and again, but I know I just need to keep moving forward. 
ਆਗਾਹਾ ਕੂ ਤ੍ਰਾਘਿ ਪਿਛਾ ਫੇਰਿ ਨ ਮੁਹਡੜਾ ॥
Look ahead; don't turn your face backwards.
ਨਾਨਕ ਸਿਝਿ ਇਵੇਹਾ ਵਾਰ ਬਹੁੜਿ ਨ ਹੋਵੀ ਜਨਮੜਾ ॥੧॥
O Nanak, be successful this time, and you shall not be reincarnated again. ||1||

Thank you all. I haven't seen one ever. I wish I saw it, so I know it's real, because sometimes I think it's just demons in my head. As for my problem, its related to involuntary movement at night. That's all I can say. It seems that I have to start living powerfully and apply the power of gurbani and be in chardikala, and not just be "ritualistic". Khalsa is both Khastriya and Sikh after all. As for simran, I do for around 5 mins, in half sleep lol right after I get up, before sunrise tho. Then I take bath and then I start my path. 

When u rise it’s normal. Even if you see one in real life, don’t be scared. Recognize it’s illusory form, it’s just God. Don’t fall for the BS. A Gurmukhi sees through the khel and hence lives in peace. Don’t lose heart and keep going and rising. This will make you stronger. Even when He beats us, it’s to make us get up fight and get stronger. 
If you want to, fire up an image of your astral body as a lion, and bite its darn head off like a boss. 

Do ardas and naam simran. What I did was to accept the reality that nothing and no one is real, just false images, that God is everyone everything everywhere. Now I sleep fine. Those things can’t touch you if you believe they’re false images. You’ll live in a higher frequency, they’ll keep back. 
 
Also in your daily life And also when you’re going to sleep, just don’t care about them or about bad souls. If you care too much about others crap, ie nindaks, bad people, you’re caring about an illusory frequency that is lower and darker. Care about Truth and your own life and focus on that. Don’t care about others path, journey or rubbish, including demons And bad people etc. Let the fools be fools.
 
Play shabads when you sleep, it helps.. nothing should come near you when they’re on.