HisServant

Update on the lights and images. I'm seeing a few things now
1. The same flashing light mentioned above - it originates from the trikuti area
1b. Sometimes the flash has no origin but is everywhere
2. I believe I mentioned this before - a clear light type image in the centre of vision - I am able to locate it faster now and it's easier to see (but is still gone after a few moments)
3. Lightning strikes while eyes are closed and open (only occasionally while open though)
4. It got to a point last night where I no longer saw black or white when I closed my eyes. I can't assign a colour to what I was seeing. The room would be darker when my eyes were open. I can't explain any further - I will just have to experience it again before I can figure out what I'm seeing.
My best explanation is this - it was like colourless light flashing on a background of colourless light. 
I'm still not 100% if this is what I'm seeing. Again, it will need some time before I can conclude something. 
--> Most of these start to get clearer as the conch shell gets louder. I was hearing a few other sounds later into the night but can't quite remember anymore. 
The conch shell is still hard to maintain throughout the day. If I stay at home I can hear it pretty much 24/7. When I leave the house it's back and forth between ankle bells and conch shell. Listening as much as possible is doing wonders mentally and emotionally. There is complete detachment. A few "bad" events have happened within the past 2 days. It's as if I just don't give a sh*t about anything anymore. 24/7 the focus is to keep quietning the mind. I'm not taking human interaction as seriously anymore. I just say and do whatever I feel like doing. And oddly, most people seem to like it. And even when they don't, I couldn't care any less. It's just great having this freedom. During my younger years I was really tied down by other people's opinions. 
--> Body limbs are heating up like someone is pouring warm water on them - it's a relaxing feeling. 
--> There are some odd moments where I'll flinch myself awake during sleep - I have no idea what's happening. Something is happening during sleep that is causing it. There's some type of underlying experience but I forget what it is as soon as I wake up. I'm almost certain I'm either seeing something or hearing something whenever it happens. 

Another update from last night. 
I fell asleep around 9 pm last night. The sounds wake me up every day around 12-1 am. And they get very loud. Last night was a bit rough - I couldn’t go back to sleep. But I wasn’t tired either. Completely awake. I first wasted a bit of time on my phone and didn’t really do anything. But then realized I should make the most of the time - did some saas saas for a while. I think around 5 am I started falling asleep again. That bliss feeling I described above was coming in but very intensely. Every time I noticed it, I’d immediately wake up again. It was back and forth a few times until I knocked out hard - no dreams - just very deep sleep. 
During the few hours I wasn’t asleep - the white light kept flashing above. Imagine looking straight while the eyes are closed. I see a white lightbulb type light flashing around the highest point of vision. 

Night time is getting really good for me.
Fell asleep listening to the sound last night. Every time I woke up I would hear the sound, feel drowsy and fall back asleep. Body felt extremely intoxicated. It was back and forth all night for at least 11 hours. I usually am not able to sleep more than 6. I had to literally pull myself up and even after that I kept knocking out. For a few moments even forgot who I was. I had to take a moment to remember my responsibilites. But it literally felt like I had woken up into a different world. 
The most interesting part was it literally felt like I was dying or going unconcious every time I entered into sleep. I could watch myself go in and then I was aware that I was asleep. Although, I wasn't aware enough that I could control what was happening. 

Thank you @BhagatSingh and @Lucky as usual. I don't want to post too many updates so I think this may be the last for a while - a lot of things have just been happening all of a sudden. I went to a full day simran jaap at someones house the other day - a lot of people with progress were there so I think they might have triggered something. 
But anyways - as of yesterday - I have begun to be able to get the chimta noise going close to 24/7. Sometimes I forget about it and it turns off but as soon as I remember it, the sound starts again. I was even able to keep it going in a loud busy langar hall yesterday. However, there are still occasional moments where I struggle. The sunk (conch shell) noise, on the other hand, is still only a nighttime phenomenon. I was able to hear it during the day today in a quiet library, but once I stepped out it was gone again.
It's only been a few days but the impact is insane. I used to be a fast talker, but all of a sudden I'm so relaxed. I'm talking slower and quieter. There are absolutely no tensions or worries about anything. 
Last night was interesting. I was on the phone with someone and I started hearing hard gusts of wind and thunder in both ears. This same sound came a few times in the past but it was followed by a very loud blast. So I have been wondering if that blast is coming again. The last few times it happened I wasn't able to handle it. And I remember @Sat1176 also posted about it one time.
@Lucky is there anything we should do if that blast were to ever come back? 
I think I remember Bhai Sewa Singh Tarmala talking about this sound and saying that a light would be produced after the sound. The last time it happened I remember there were flashes of light (like a lightning storm) and there were loud thunder noises and my entire body felt like I was going down a roller coaster (including physical sensations on the skin). But it was so momentary. It ended very quickly because I started questioning what was happening. 
I also think (in the same video) he mentioned that if rom rom isn't pargat you won't be able to handle the experience. But again, this is just based on memory. I can't remember which video it was or what was exactly said.

I had a pretty cool experience yesterday that I thought I'd share. I was sitting on a bench in my school's library. It was around 9:50 am and I needed to kill time until 11. Saas Saas was automatically going so I just started following it and focusing on the internal jaap. I started to hear my heartbeat as the mind was getting quieter and then the jaap started to transition to the heartbeat. Eventually, the focus got so strong that I would get absorbed into the jaap, thoughts would stop and I lost awareness of everything around me. Then moments would come where my curiosity would notice what's happening and everything would stop and I'd go back to saas saas. At one point I was absorbed in the heartbeat and it felt like someone lightly punched me around the navel area (this was the only time something other than thoughts caused my focus to break). The focus on the heartbeat was on and off until eventually, it got so strong that I completely knocked out. I woke up around 11:15 feeling so much peace and mental stability.  
I remember someone posted an analogy where they said the power from baikhri bani is like 1 unit, madhma 100 units, pasanti 1000 units etc. I never understood this but after what happened yesterday I think I know what they meant. 
 
 

Had a very different experience today. This was close to the end of a 2 hour Simran session
My mind got absorbed into the focus and my entire body started vibrating extremely fast and hard. It was so intense that it was like being on a roller coaster. I started hearing these very deep sounds, I think somewhat like thunder- its hard to describe. A few other sounds but I can't really describe them. 
They were getting louder and clear as the focus started to become deeper but I lost it a little while later. 
I think curiosity is a big problem for me. I start to analyze what's happening and I lose it. Should just let it happen. 

I was in the same situation last year. I was at the top in all my classes but then my grades dropped and I almost started failing. A Singh sat down with me and explained that your education is extremely important and it's all about striking a balance. If you don't work hard in school now, for the rest of your life you're going to have it hard and might have to work in a situation where you'll constantly be too tired for bhagti. And it also come down to giving daswand, you can't really give daswand of money when you barely have enough to pay bills/take care of kids etc.

Another good point is that you should try to get into such a good position that you can take off days or weeks without it being a problem. That will come in handy especially when it comes to going to Sikhi based kamai camps. Many jobs won't even give you a day off to go to a nagar kirtan.

Try and look at school as your kirat for the time being. Work hard now so you don't have to work as hard later and you can spend as much time as possible doing meditation/reading bani/japping naam.

Another sound I've been hearing a lot 
 
 

Wohhh,   you're feeling it for sure.  The order of changes sounds decent but  you should have gotten absorbed in the first shabad sound when it were getting loud..  The crashing airplane like and screeching shouldn't have distracted you away from the loud shabad. Try and aim to drown in the shabad and leave all else behind.   Say, you are  watching TV and absorbed into something so deeply. Your phone is nearby and it starts ringing.   The power of absorption between you and the TV is so high that you may hear  the phone ringing in background, but it's not enough to divert your attention from the TV. ,   The shabad has to be like the TV. and all other thunder like experiences have to be in the background.
The roller coater, jet like that you described; ….was that an internal kinetic energy like  feel or was it heard. What I mean is, was it a motion like energy inside or was it sound vibration only?
 

It wasn't exactly like this but very similar. Except this time, bodily vibrations were not as intense. But the sounds were the same. The blast wasn't as loud... I think. Maybe I was able to handle it better this time? I was able to keep my dhyan on the sound and just follow it. 
Last time I was scared and thought I was about to die or something. This time there was no fear, I just went through with it. Thoughts did come up like, "what's happening". But I remembered I needed to focus and make sure not a single thought enters. 

Major experience this morning. I just wrote down bullet points quickly right after on my phone while the memory was fresh:
First the conch shell started getting loud. 
Then it sounded like an airplane was about to take off
Loud screeching noises started happening 
Then it felt like a rollercoaster. or like I was on a jet, or a rocketship etc
Something happened and then I was somewhere with nothing but blue and white. like looking at a sky
At that moment I started hearing multiple instruments 
 
I don't know what happened, honestly. But this is one of the most intense ones I've had so far. 
 

I am finally starting to experience this. Not to the same extreme but I’m listening to the air conditioning circulating in the house and it’s in synch with it. It’s been happening especially at night when I’m about to sleep. I can unmatch it by changing the rhytm forcefully, but as soon as I stop doing that it automatically goes in synch again. Still needs practice though because it breaks and reconnects at times. 
 
I had a very very brief moment where I felt rain drops on my skin - happened a few days ago. Hasn’t happened since but I think it’s still a good sign. 
 
I am also getting moments where my entire focus is absorbing into the rom rom. There is no recognition of who I am, or where I am. It’s complete absorption into the jaap. Those moments are the best. I usually have to set an alarm nowadays because I don’t know how long I would be out for. 
 
Things keep getting better. However, I have been regretting packing up my schedule so much. Most of the time I just feel like ditching all of my work and just doing saas saas and rom rom. I just need to finish up the last bit of work and then I’ll have complete freedom starting Aug 2 until school starts in september. I think the major gains will happen during that time. 
 
Kaal is really starting to fight back now. The mind felt stable for so long. But these past few days I have been finding myself in situations that are triggering some thoughts. I don’t know how the idea of “tests” work as per gurmat. But essentially I have been in a few very bad circumstances recently where I found out close friends were doing nindhia/spreading lies about me. Social issues that are over 3 years old resurfacing, etc. So I have been trying to avoid people as much as possible. And then focusing on the jaap if any thoughts arise. The boat flipped over yesterday and I caught myself in some negative thoughts. This hasn’t happened in so long so a lot of concern arose from that. I had to take time off of my studying to just do jaap and get back on track. 
 
But it’s a very good reminder that anything can happen at any time. You need to be very careful that you don’t slip. I’ve heard you risk losing everything in some situations. 

Major experience this morning. I just wrote down bullet points quickly right after on my phone while the memory was fresh:
First the conch shell started getting loud. 
Then it sounded like an airplane was about to take off
Loud screeching noises started happening 
Then it felt like a rollercoaster. or like I was on a jet, or a rocketship etc
Something happened and then I was somewhere with nothing but blue and white. like looking at a sky
At that moment I started hearing multiple instruments 
 
I don't know what happened, honestly. But this is one of the most intense ones I've had so far. 
 

Oh my lord,  mate,  I'm trying to become a doctor too lol. 

lol... sometimes I'm also the 81 year old who can't figure out technology 
 
Regardless @tva prasad GOOD STUFF. You seem to be off to great things m8

Thanks bro, it's all god's grace. May waheguru bless us all with his grace. _/|\_

Good video. Covers topics like consciousness. Ik Ong Kar. Sushmana breathing, Anhad Sounds and Naam.
 

Which instrument is this? Sitar?
 
Bhul chuk maaf

Major experience this morning. I just wrote down bullet points quickly right after on my phone while the memory was fresh:
First the conch shell started getting loud. 
Then it sounded like an airplane was about to take off
Loud screeching noises started happening 
Then it felt like a rollercoaster. or like I was on a jet, or a rocketship etc
Something happened and then I was somewhere with nothing but blue and white. like looking at a sky
At that moment I started hearing multiple instruments 
 
I don't know what happened, honestly. But this is one of the most intense ones I've had so far. 
 

You guys are completely changing the topic.
 
No one disagrees here about astral travel. I'm pretty sure gurbani supports it and many people on this site have experienced. It's not difficult at all, even myself (who has not progressed much at all - I don't even think I fit the criteria of naam being pargat yet) have had numerous experiences with it since the age of 12. You could probably pull an average joe off the street and he could be in Paris while his body's in mexico. 
This is what I have an issue with. He's not astral travelling. His body and mind are both in the UK. It's not like he's going to astral travel and send his mind to Punjab every day. So what effect will this have? I want something from gurbani.

I just don’t see why amrit vela on the other side of the planet would have an effect on someone who’s no where near that place. 
From personal experience. Sounds starts blasting loud in both ears as soon as the sun goes down and stays that way until sunrise. I don’t know anything factually beyond that. 
And then there’s the view that it’s always amrit vela when you’re always internally drinking amrit. I can’t speak more of that because I’m not at that point yet. 
I would suggest taking some time out to do simran when the sun is down. But if it’s not a possibility for you, don’t make it an excuse not do simran. Just make sure you’re doing it. 
I live in Canada and when it’s around midnight in Punjab, it’s around 1-2 pm here. That’s the point in the day where I can just barely hear the sounds and it’s also the time when the sun is the highest in the sky. 
So just from personal experience I can’t see the correlation between punjab’s amrit vela and my own bhagti. Maybe that’s just me though.